Warning: Someone asked me to make a PeterJay slash so here it is. This story has male slash (boyxboy) I know I will most likely get flames and bad reviews for writing this but I don't care "Oh you are going to burn in hell" I obviously don't care if I decided to write this. If you honestly have to give me flames come up with something original I have read all of the "That is sick" and the "That is disgusting." Nobody is forcing you to read this so if you don't want to read it then you can do something more creative with your time than bash my stories. Note that I am warning you before you even read this so if you do not like slash a.k.a. boyxboy then don't read this as simple as that. I have decided that I will post this because nobody has posted a story like this and I want to see one, but since I can't I will write one for myself. This is the end of my rant, thank you to anyone who actually read this.

A/n: I am still deciding if I am gonna keep this as a one-shot.

Disclaimer: I don't own Degrassi: The Next Generation, as much as I would like to.

Peter's POV

I walked into the doors of Degrassi, still sore from cheerleading practice from the night before. I agree that I can finally admit that my life is complete shit, I have no friends, my girlfriend dumped me, and the only good thing about my life is that I am finally off of house arrest. It sucks and I know it. Now there is no chance of fun with my mother watching my every minute of every day. I mean every time I turned around she was there, at home, at school, I can't get away from that woman. Emma told me that she felt this way when her mom started dating Simpson, now I know how she felt. I started walking towards my homeroom, and I turned the corner and I'm sure you can guess who was walking in my direction? My mother! There was no way for me to avoid her, she is everywhere. Maybe I am just paranoid. Whatever, if I can get through today I have the whole weekend to do anything I want, my first weekend of freedom.

After sitting through Simpsons annoying rant about CPU's or whatever, I have a feeling that this day is gonna go by very slowly. I made it until lunch and realized that I don't have any tests or quizzes, so I am going to ditch. I walked out the back of the school and down the alley to The Dot. Shit luck. Degrassi drop out Jay Hogart was hanging out in the alley.

"Oh look here comes Poindexter." Jay said in a fake sarcastic voice. "Did mommy finally kick you out of school?"

"No" I said "I'm skipping"

"Oh, your girlfriend Greenpeace won't be too happy about that"

"Who?" I asked "Wait you mean Emma?"

"Yes I mean Emma smart ass."

"Oh, well we broke up" Actually she dumped me but that isn't any of his business.

"Oh, that's right for getting Sean expelled" Jay said.

"Well he shouldn't have been messing with my girlfriend" Jay laughed.

"Okay, Peter, they were dating when I met Sean, they are like soul mates or whatever" Jay said.

"Really?" I asked even though the answer was kind of obvious.

"Yes really"

"Well, was she with anyone between Sean and me?" My curiosity got me in trouble before but I just had to ask, but Jay just shook his head. "She didn't hook up with anyone?"

"Not that I know of" Jay lied. "Was I supposed to keep track of my best-friend's ex-girlfriend?"

"Oh" I said "I guess I should leave you alone to do whatever it was you were doing before I bothered you."

"Wait, don't go" He said.

"Why? I thought you didn't like me." I tried to hide my curiosity.

"Who ever said I didn't like you? It was Cameron that doesn't like you. He was my friend and he hated you. So I didn't want him to know that I actually like you"

"What do you mean you like me?" I asked.

"You are the only person who didn't alienate me, even after what I did to everyone." Jay pulled a glass bottle from his backpack, but I couldn't make out what the label said. Jay started drinking the amber colored liquid.

"What do you mean what you did to everyone?" I hate that nobody ever tells me anything.

"Well let's see" Jay said in between sips. "I got Jimmy shot; I made J.T. have a near overdose, almost got Spinner laid, which actually wouldn't be a bad thing if Darcy wasn't in that Christian friendship thing. I also slept with my girlfriend's best friend. Then there was that thing with Em… Emma's boyfriend Sean, you know."

"No, I don't know exactly what happened." I said. What was Jay talking about, and should I know about it? Well if he wanted me to know I guess he would have told me. "But it seems you've done a lot around here"

"Yes, and know you know why everyone labels me as Degrassi's bad boy"

"You don't really seem that bad to me, maybe just misunderstood."

"Please don't start some therapist shit with me" Wow, did Jay just say please? I don't know why everyone hates him, he is sort of cute. Wait, did I just say Jay Hogart is cute? That can't be right, I'm not gay. I dated Emma, even though I did find myself staring at Sean a little too much when he was working on my car, and even right now Jay isn't doing anything but sitting there drinking and I find it really cute. It's just that it's Jay, he has a reputation, from what he just told me a bad one. But back to me, being gay would explain a lot of things, like my wanting to be with Sean 24/7, or the fact that I was able to have that video of Manny Santos on my PDA and I wasn't tempted to watch it once. Then there were Darcy's pictures, she was half naked in front of me and all I was doing was taking pictures. That could have really led to something even though she was dating Spinner. But now there's Jay and I feel completely different around him, every time he is around I want to kiss him, especially when we are arguing and he yells at me turning everything in to sarcasm in that voice of his, I mean it's enough to make me melt. I can't believe I am having these thoughts about Jay, a guy who probably hates me.

"So, why didn't you come back to Degrassi when Spinner did?" I asked letting my curiosity roam free again.

"I don't know, I really didn't have any friends there and I'm sure no one cared about me at that place" Jay said.

"Well, why don't you come back now?" I really should learn the meaning of curiosity killed the cat.

"Right and be a year older than the seniors, I don't think so" Jay said. He put his drink back in his bag; I guess he was getting into the conversation.

"Well why not?" I asked.

"Why do you care so much, you've never once asked me anything before related to school?"

"I don't know"

"You do too" Jay said.

"Just, because"

"Because what?"

"Because I love you Jay Hogart" I confessed.

A/n: Please tell me what you think, I'm still deciding if I want to keep it like this or not.