CHAPTER 1:
In my mind, I wonder why did I imprint on her-Renesmee? It kills me to know that I will love the child of a mother who I loved and fought for. It won't be right to love her. Jacob, Jacob, Jacob, Jacob. Why do you have to be such a fool? I ask myself this all the time and still no valid answer. How do Bella think of me now that I have to end up with her daughter, and do she hate me? It doesn't matter because if it wasn't for me...well, ... Renesmee would be dead and that-Volturi such an evil - all of them would be dead if it wasn't for me, even Bella.
"Jacob!" Dad yelled from the kitchen. I walked in sluggishly to find Sam Uley sitting in the kitchen with dad. I hesitated, and prepared to defend myself for any awkward question he had for me. I waited and there was nothing but the "I don't like you" look with silence. "What's going on here, and why is he here, Dad?" I asked. I looked at Sam. Nothing but silence. "I have to tell you something, Jacob. I know you don't like to hear me talk like this, but my health is shortly fading." Dad said heavily. "Do you remember when I told you that when an elder of the pack dies, its because of the approaching of the SilverMist Moon which comes around every 60 years; and it's almost my time Jacob." My heart dropped like a pen when he told me that. It can't be him, not my dad. He's all I have. "Dad, you can't go! You can't die now!" I said teary-eyed. "I am the only elder left, and it is time for you boys to be the leaders now."Can't believe what I'm hearing is true, but in reality I can't escape it. "To keep the wolf blood-line going is to mate with one of the girls of the Tallaha Tribe of the Northeastern if you still want this line to continue. Only you can do it Jacob. Our blood-line is in your hands!" Sam explained.
But what about Renesemee? Bella? How can I leave them-her? I can't do this to them, but my dad needs me to do this. So what can I do? Leave or go? I can't. "But how can I be with someone else who i haven't imprinted on? Huh?! Can you answer that question?!" I yelled. "Did you NOT say that who you imprint on is your fate to be with that person? ANSWER ME." I commanded. "When you imprint on someone, it's who you are focused on-well your heart. It is always subjective. That fate can always change." Sam said. As I looked around, I saw Dad look at me and was agreeing to what Sam said. "So when you imprinted on Emily, it was your choice whether or not you wanted to spend your life with her?" "Yes, I knew that she was the one for me. She was and still is the only one who understands me. Not as the pack leader but as me, only Sam. Leah didn't understand me and all we did was fight. I didn't want to go through with it so i chose Emily and I made the right choice for myself," he said and asked, "Do you think that you can give up Renesmee for awhile and save our blood-line? Our title to this area is known as protectors and we have to keep it like that. It's in our native tradition." I think cautiously of what I want to say, and I can't let my Dad down, especially when his health is fading quickly. I take in a deep breath and say, "I'm not giving up on Renesmee, but I can't let my father down. So, I'll do it since my fate is subjective." Sam Uley looked away at Dad and nodded in agreement. It was settled. But now it is time for the hardest part, to tell the Cullens what's going on and what I have to do to save my heritage. I wonder if she will listen-Bella? I hope this don't hurt her, Edward o Renesmee. Nessie's growing fast everyday and is very beautiful. What am I going to do?