We saw him his bright blue hair was unmistakable, and as soon as we did she sucked in her stomach and walked straighter, more gracefully swaying her hips in a intoxicating way. Her actions made me ache for her, way more than I usually did. I accidently let the lust cloud my eyes for a few seconds but I quickly looked away, ashamed of myself. Thinking about improper things, dirty things, it wasn't normal it was taboo. But I just couldn't help myself, she was way too beautiful for her own good, I loved her, I desired her; fantasizing about her in the night when nobody could see me, I'd release myself with her name in my mouth, at night I touched her sometimes, in places where one shouldn't touch. I had always loved always, but when my body hit puberty it was obsessive. I started noticing her more than usual, her soft light hair, her big doe-like eyes, her growing womanly assets, her water mouthing curves, those delicious tempting lips, and her sweet touchable skin. I wanted her, I needed her, but I knew that I couldn't have her, never her. In reality I could have anyone, all the silly girls in school practically begged me to be with them; it was ridicules but amusing, it let my mind wander elsewhere, every time I kissed them, touched them I'd think of her, none of them was she, none of them were good enough to be her, but they were all I had to relieve me of my stress. The deep, burning fire in the pit of my stomach never ceased, the one in my heart never even wavered, yes in a sense I could have anyone, anyone but her. I noticed that she kissed his blue head gently, it made my blood boil within my veins, my muscles stiffen, my eyes burn, my fingers shake, it made my heart ache painfully with longing and envy. She giggled at something he said and nodded eagerly, they were probably going out again, briefly I wondered where, when the cursed blue haired man turned , blue eyes sparkling, and his pale cheek marked with a sticky glossy, pink substance, he smiled at me, winking and waving goodbye. Then she turns, giving me her most adorable smile; making my lower region twitch, stepping closer she hugs me tightly around my waist, I flinch but she doesn't seem to notice, hesitantly I wrap my arms around her; feeling the soft roundness of her chest makes me throb with need for her, but I push it to the back of my head and hugged her tighter, she just felt so good. She released me, opened her perfectly kissable lips and on that pretty melodic voice of hers told me, "Bye-bye Len-chan, I'll be back later don't wait up k?" With that she kissed my cheek with a huge smooching sound and walked away to the waiting arms of her dear boyfriend. I waved at them "You be good now, Rin-oneechan" and threw her a fake goofy smile, she laughed and disappeared around the corner. Sighing heavily I made my way home, feeling the dread of the unfairness in this world, 'Rinnnnnnnnngggggggggggg-' opening my cell I see it's that teal haired girl, one of my toys, Toy #4 to be exact. 'What was her name again?' I wonder, might as well get it over with I click the green button and hear her annoying high-pitched voice "Lenyyyyyyyy~ Its Miku~" I cringe "Sup?" "Lenyyy~ come spent the night, my parents aren't home" "What about your brother?" I ask uneasily. "he's not home he went to soccer practice" , I think it over and was about to reject her when I remembered Rin, and that damned blue man with his scrawny arms all over her. "Fine I'll be there soon." She squeals and I hang up, rolling my eyes in distaste. I'd be there, it wouldn't be the first time but I always wish that the face, blushing and groaning under me were Onne-chan's, my dear sweet Rin's. I sigh again in defeat this world is so unfair.