It's not like he knew. Couldn't have predicted how those soft brown eyes would make him give pause. Didn't know how that curled brown would feel as he threads his fingers through it. How he could curl his body around on his smaller frame, breath on skin, smiles on lips. Couldn't have known how their fingers would lace perfectly and exactly together. And when he's gone he'd never expected the way his chest would ache for him, the emptiness of his bed, though it's been that way for twenty-two years. Didn't realise the way his laugh over an awful computer microphone would light him up inside. Never understood those cliché romances of hearts fluttering in chests and never expected to. It's not like he knew. Couldn't have predicted the way those soft brown eyes would make him fall deeper and deeper.
It's not like Phil knew he would fall in love with Dan.
title taken from saywecanfly's new song I didn't know
i just realised I hadn't written today (i was at school for 12 hours today forgive me) and so I had to whip something up real quick so I didn't break my chain xD