I'll never be him
At first, I couldn't understand why the TARDIS landed there, but few minutes later I did, I found out why that old blue box wasted almost all her energy, she did this because she knew I needed to see Rose one more time. When I first saw her I couldn't believe it, she was there, looking for something in a store, and that was when I saw my chance. I stole a uniform, and pretended to be a salesman, I was nervous and didn't know what to do, but I knew the TARDIS wouldn't stay there for a long time, so I had to do it.
- Hi, how can I help you? – I was so incredibly nervous, everything could collapse in just a second, but I didn't seem to care, and she didn't seemed to know me.
- Well, I'm just moving in with my fiancée and I wanted something for our new apartment.
That was it, she was moving in with him, and there was nothing I could do to change it, so I just could spend few more minutes with the girl I loved, even though she didn't know that was me.
- Well, why don't we just take a look around? - I just wanted to spend time with her, but she seemed to be in a hurry, I was almost begging her to stay, but she told me she had to go and that was it, it was over, the girl I loved, the girl I still love was walking away from me.
- Well, if I come back I talk to you Sr…
- Smith, John Smith. – When I said that name her expression suddenly changed, and she said nothing, but her eyes were expecting me to say who I was, she wanted me to say what I couldn't say, but I just walked away and when she couldn't see me anymore, I got into the TARDIS, and without asking, she showed me Rose one more time, she was in a bench, probably waiting for the one she loved, the person who sleeps with her every night, that wakes her up with kisses, but nothing else matters, because she's in love with the Doctor, that Doctor, and I'll never be him.