You're Not the Bad Guy

by lisbeth-dragon

This is my first elsanna fic. It's kind of a spin-off of "R9K Elsa is Suffering." Also I was inspired by this fanart done by this artist kinnme on Tumblr.

I hope you guys enjoy it.

I slumped down on the floor as angry tears pooled in my eyes. The bitter words Dad had told me were still ringing in my ears.

"You're a little freak that tried to sleep with your sister! God, it was your mother's idea to let you come back home. If anything were up to me in this house, I would've gone and disowned you!"

'Your dad's right, you know?' I thought bitterly. 'He can never trust you again after what happened with Anna. He barely even sees you as his daughter and now you and Anna can't be within a fucking arm's reach of each other!'

There was a small knock on my door. I pulled it together and opened it a little to see my mom's face.

"Honey," she said quietly. "Your father and I are going shopping. Anna will be home soon. Remember to study for your finals."

"Okay," I mumbled. I began to close the door, but Mom stopped me.

"Your father didn't mean what he said," she whispered reassuringly. But the look in both our eyes said the exact opposite.

She sighed again and left with Dad. It was just me and my thoughts; and I hated it that way.

'He was a second away from disowning your dumb ass if Mom hadn't talked him out of it,' my thoughts rang through my head. 'Your dad doesn't want you around. Your mom doesn't want you around. You're nothing but a disappointment in this family. Anna doesn't even deserve you. She's like a freaking saint to be able to put up with you.'

I rolled back on the floor as more tears spilled down my face. I was so sad, I didn't even hear the front door open.

"Elsa?" a small voice chirped. Anna was standing in my doorway. I quickly sat up and wiped my face as she sat down next to me.

"What happened?" she asked, concerned.

"I don't want to talk about it," I mumbled. "Besides, we're not allowed to be near each other."

"Don't tell me you're actually following Mom and Dad's rules?" Anna asked, sarcastically. "Dude, you don't have to keep everything bottled up to yourself. Just tell me what happened."

I told her what Dad said. "I just feel like a fucking disappointment all the time." I confessed. "Dad hates me and I feel like a b-b-b…" Damn it! My stutter was coming back!

I pounded my fists on the ground. "D-d-Damn it! Now I'm stuttering again! W-w-Why can't I do anything r-right?!"

At that point, I felt Anna rubbing my hair in a soothing way. "A-a-Anna," I stuttered out. Why is she being so nice to me?

"It's going to be okay," she said softly. "You have to stop letting these bad thoughts get to you. You aren't stupid. Everybody makes mistakes. You are loved. You're not a bad person. I love you and it's going to be okay."

I felt myself starting to calm down. I took a deep breath before saying, "Thank you."

Anna smiled like the sweetheart she is. "Want to watch a movie before mom and dad come back?"

I felt the corners of my mouth turn up in a small smile. "Sure, of course."

First Frozen fic. I hope you enjoyed it. The artist who made the picture that inspired this story is kinnme on tumblr (this site won't let me put the link to her blog) Sorry for not writing for a while. I've been really lazy this summer. I promise to write some more stuff though