I remember looking down at the rough waters below me. The way the air smelled of warm salt and fresh pine. I don't think I can ever forgive myself, for what I have done was selfish… "H-how am I to fix everything… If you are the cause of everything?"

That night was the worst in my life. I wish I could have followed him, but I knew where he was going to ,who he was going to see, I would have broken more. I would have fallen there and then. But now that I look back…I wonder… If it would have been better if I did follow him to her house. Yes. I do believe it would have been better that way, instead of being here, near the end of this dreaded place. I glanced once more down to the freezing water below me, going over my plan that I had been thinking of during school that day. I had left the note for my friends and family to know that I would not be returning.

"I hope they don't tell him. I don't want him to worry, or to think it was his fault, even if it was. This is my decision."

I turned on my heel and walked back towards the tree line and something beautiful caught my eyes attention. There, behind a holly bush, surrounded by trees, grew a white rose. It was pure and shinned with how sweet her tears were as they glimmered in the chilly evening air of august. I touched her petals softly, tracing around and around until I found my way to her steam. Her protectors snipping at my finger tips until crimson droplets slipped out, poisoning her silky white petals. I smiled lightly at the beautiful rose, my blood sinking into her veins like she was drinking them gracefully, but I sighed and returned to my earlier thoughts of the last moments of my life and pulled out my cell phone. I wanted to hear his voice. One last time. As I dialed out the number that I tried so hard to erase out of my heart I breathed slower, knowing this was it.

"Hello?" His voice was warm and sweet, as it had always been.

"Hi… It's Rose."

I herd a grunt before he came back to the phone after a few minutes of silence."What do you want now?"

I frowned slightly."Just wanted to say hi and to hear your voice."

He mumbled and growled. Annoyed at me. "We're over. Move on and stay away from me."

"o-"

"And stop texting and calling me. My girlfriend is getting mad at me for it. Goodbye Rose."-click.

I closed my phone slowly and set it down on the frosted over grass and glanced back to the unknown path from where I ran to get here and once again lifted my head, and looked foreword at the drop off of the cliff and closed my eyes tightly before sprinting ahead of my mind. In a few seconds or so I was in the air for the few seconds until I felt it. The freezing water filled in over my head, pushing me down as it filled my lungs and knocked me unconscious. I never woke up again. No one ever found my body. And now, I'm just a distant memory to everyone I once knew.