It was once a gift
To fight for freedom
To fight for my princess
Now everything is so dull
So void of every emotion
This is my hell

I would give anything to feel again
Even if it was pain
Because no matter what the feeling is
It is better than feeling nothing
This is my hell

Life has no meaning
And no smile can lighten my day
Every laugh I make
Every noise I produce
Is fake, nothing about me is real
This is my hell

I feel no pain
And with that there is no love
One can not survive without the other
Like hope and dissmay
Like good and evil
There must be two
But I have none
This is my hell

Maybe it died
Maybe everything in me died
My heart, my soul, me
Maybe I pretended to be strong for too long
And I became it
I must be strong
I must protect her
This is my hell

I must go on
I don't know why
I simply know I must
Something drives me to survive
And I will
This is my hell

So I will live
If you call it that
I will go forth
I will feel no pain
I will know no love
I will be imprisoned forver
This is my hell