kisumi: owkaay!! my first fanfic ever xD , I can't believe I'm freaking out this much ^-^

amu: so, kisumi-chan, what's this fanfic about??

kisumi: uhm.. you being practicly evil =3

amu: -.-' right ... so I'm the bad guy...

kisumi: Amu!! I can't tell spoilers!! You know that . Owkaay~ ! someone to the disclaimer pls!

ikuto: kisumi-chan doesn't own shugo chara!!

kisumi: O.o wth did you came from?

[the ages are: utau: 16, amu: 16, kukai:17, ikuto:19.] there will probably be others in the story too but... i don't know who exactly ^-^'

What would you do … if you could kill anyone
Would you control it … or let it control you

I discovered her when I turned six, my birthday, the day my parents got killed … or rather when I killed them.
With my own two hands but I've learned to control it now.
I still have some problems with it though … like when she takes control …

Chapter one: what I am.

"okay, so we need apples and … carrots … right?" I asked myself.
I forgot the list again… What does it even matter? I still have enough money to buy a freaking villa! – yeah, like that's ever going to happen—even if I could by one, it would be like wearing a sign above my head with 'here's the murderer you've all been loking for!' whritten all over it … maybe even with a smiley!
A little sigh came out of my mouth, "gueess I'll just order another pizza…"
Serieusly, if I keep on ordering pizzas I'm gonna be … god! I can't even think about how fat I'll be!!

Then again, I ended up buying a lasagna… I was on my way back home when something caught my eye, it irritated me. In an alley, two guys were 'trying' to score with a girl, who didn't really seemed to like it. One of the guys grabbed the girl and pulled here closer, she ended up against his chest.
The girl was struggling as much as she could but all her attempts were futile.
The other guy saw me staring, " hey pretty hick girl, wanna hick join us?"
He asked. It was disgusting, his breath smelled like he had been drunk his entire life! I had an idea…

I smirked as I walked towards the group. The girl saw me coming and was surprised by my reaction. Then I grabbed the guys hand who was holding the girl and held it so tight that it loosened his grib, "run" I whispered to the girl. She immediately understood and started to run as fast as she could.
The guys were angry, they just lost there toy…

I closed my eyes as one of the guys raised his hand to smak me in the face.
At the second he did, he cut himself. He looked up to see what cut him, I was holding a knife next to my head, blokking his way.
I was covered in blood, not a good thing!
My eyes began to darken and I knew what was going to happen.

"hey, what's wrong girly?" they asked, they stared at me like I was a freak, honestly … I was. The knife vanished into thin air, I didn't need it anymore anyway.
She then totally took control, I didn't feel like resisting.
I raised my head. A couple of bangs still covering my bloody face.
The smile was gone and the guys had scared expressions on there faces, if I were in their situation, I would have that expression too.
It all happened very fast then, in a matter of seconds.

I raised my hand, pointing at them. The smile came back and I turned my hand agressively. The next second, they were on the floor with there eyes wide open like they had just seen the devil himself – well, it wouldn't be much of a difference though – . I was already walking out of the alley, my house was close so I reached it in no time.

Then I heard someone scream, "they've found them" I thought.

kisumi: yeah~, this really was a really short chapter ^-^' but the next one will be longer!!

ikuto: will I be in it??

kisumi: uhm... I think you will , can't miss you!!

amu: there won't be anything perverted ... will there??

kisumi: .... hihi, can't tell, you'll just have to read!!

ikuto: please R&R !!