JASPERS P.O.V
My name is Jasper whitlock.
I moved from Texas when I was 12, i'm now 18.
I have blue eyes and dirty blone hair that is slightly wavy and comes down to my chin. I'm 6'1 and have a swimmers build. I also have a wide smile and plump lips, the bottem one slightly bigger than the top.
In other words I know I look good.
Yes, I'm one cocky motherfucker.
Anyway the point to all this being said is that most of the time my looks get me what I want.
Except for what i really want.
And what I truley want more then anything is my best friend.
Edward Cullen.
Fuck, just thinking his name gets my dick hard. Did I forget to mention i'm gay? Well I am. It's not like I hide this from people 'cause I don't. Well I do hide it from the kids at our school, but the people who are most important to me know. My parents my sister hell even Edward.
Now getting back to being in love with my best friend, i've been in love with him for years. I think I knew I was in love with him when we were 16. Actully it's the same day I really knew for sure I was gay.
Me and my mom were fighting again, we had been doing that alot about my dad, she believed in giving him second chances after he cheated , me not so much. Anyway it got really bad between us that night and I just had to get away. I ran to Edward. We were best friends after all.
I actully make it to his room before breaking down. When Edward turned around from his dresser he was going through he rushed straight to me. With out saying a word he picked me up from the floor and helped me change into some of his lounge pants. Walking to his bed he pulls down his covers, climbs in and pats the spot next to him. I climb in beside him and rest my head on the pillow, pulling me closer he settles my head on his chest. The only words he uttered all night was "shh Jasper I've got you." And all I could think about was how good he smelt and how hard my dick was getting every time he shifted in his sleep.
So anyway here I am in love with my best friend, and oh, yeah he's straight. Did I forget to mention that? Well he is.
Yeah, that fuckin sucks, but I can't help it , my heart wants what my heart wants, and so does my dick. I just wish he felt the same.
EDWARDS P.O.V
I'm Edward Cullen I'm 6'0 and have green eyes. I have a straight nose and an angular jaw. My lips are pouty and my hair, well my hair has that freshly fucked look to it. It stands every which way and is the color of a new penny almost. I have a nice body to, not beefed up just defined.
Yes, I'm a pretty motherfucker.
No, I'm not conceted just confident.
Anyway my best friend is Jasper I met him when we were 12. He just moved here from Texas, and me? Well I've always lived here. I was playing basketball at the park and Jasper walked by. He looked so sad with his head down and kicking rocks with the toes of his sneakers. I hollered and asked him if he wanted to play. We've been best friends since.
We had just turned 17 (me and jay are only a couple monthes apart) when Jasper told me he was gay. He had spent the night at my house and I had woke up that morning starving. Jasper was still asleep so I jumped up and was going to make us breakfast. I get most of the food done and head back to the room to wake Jasper and see what kind of eggs he wanted.
"Hey man, what kind of .."
I stop when I see Jasper sitting on the edge of the bed with his head in his hands.
"Jasper whats wrong?"
Jasper looks up with sad red rimed eyes.
"Hey Ed umm theres something I need to tell ya, and before I do I just want to say that I really don't want it to fuck our friendship up."
This has my heart beating out of my chest, 'cause I can't imagine my life with out him in it.
"What is it Jas?" I wisper.
"Edward i'm gay."
Wait what? I think
"Wait what?" I say.
"Thats it?" "Fuck Jasper, you had me thinking something was really wrong." "Don't do that shit to me man, so anyway do you want your eggs scrambled or fried?" I ask before I head back into the kitchen to finish breakfast.
"Wait thats it?" Jasper says as he follows right behind me. " I tell you i'm gay and you want to know if I want my eggs scrambeled or fried?"
"Well...yeah i'm fuckin starvin dude." "Wait did you think I was gonna look at you diffrently?" I ask.
"Yeah I kinda did." He wispers.
"Hey motherfucker give me more credit then that" I say nudging his shoulder with mine and giving him my crooked grin. "Now come on like I said i'm fuckin starvin."
And that was the end of that. But the day he told me i guess I did start looking at him diffrently, just not in the way he thaught I would. Now when I look at him I notice things I didn't before. Like how beautiful his eyes and smile are or how fuckin hot it is to see the out line of his cock in his boxer briefs or how my goddamn heart hurts every time i'm not near him.
The funny thing is I always thaught I was straight I mean i've had girl friends, I mean we never really fooled around but we did kiss I mean it wasn't explosive but it was pretty good.
The thing is I never really got hard kissing them. All I have to do is think about kissing Jasper and my dick is pulsing and weeping for release. So I guess thats a clue that i'm not straight.
So here I am in love with my best friend. I plan on telling him to night when I see him and all I can do is hope he feels the same way.
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AN: I own nothing twilight.
Please read and review let me know what you think this is only gonna be a 2 shot I plan on having chapter 2 posted some time tonight. THANKS YOU ALL SO MUCH.
-Lacy-