Disclaimer: I do not own warriors!

This is my first song fic, so be easy on me.

There were places we would go at midnight
There were secrets that nobody else would know
There's a reason but I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
I thought they all belonged to me

LeafPool sat, staring of into space. Ever since CrowFeather had BreezePelt. With NightCloud, she had felt that everything was out of place ,not right. She had always thought CrowFeather would love her! Her! Not, NightCloud, that, that, flea-bitten rat.

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?
Oh no, living my life

That was supposed to be HER life, with him. NightCloud was never supposed to be his mate. She was his mate. She bared his kits. LionBlaze, JayFeather and HollyLeaf.

What made LeafPool think that SquirrelFlight would be able to pose as their mother. She couldn't nurse them, the only one that looked like her was LionBlaze. JayFeather and HollyLeaf looked more like CrowFeather. Now BreezePelt was born, half-brother to LeafPools own knew nothing of CrowFeather and Leafpools kits. Like everyone else, she believed they were SquirrelFlights and BrambleClaws.

Now, NightCloud was living LeafPools Life.

.
Seems like everything's the same around me
Then I look again and everything has changed
I'm not dreaming so I don't know why
I don't know why
I don't know why
She's everywhere I wanna be

NightCloud was there by his side. While Leafpool was all alone again. She was curled up beside him, at night. While Leafpool was alone in her nest. She could claim her kits, Raise them like a mother. Leafpool had to give her kits to her sister. She could not, NEVER let anyone know that they were hers.

Leafpool wanted NightClouds life. But she could not have it.

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world

It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?

Leafpool felt tears coming, so she took to the forest as quickly and as quietly as she could. Just as the tears started to pour over, she thought about her life with CrowFeather.

No, NightCloud could not be the one he wants. He coundn't want her. Could he?

Why coundn't Leafpool forget her? Forget the she-cat that has stolen her whole world, The one Leafpool can't bear to think of but still, LeafPool could not go on without thinking of him. She needed to think of him, if she could not speak to him. She was sorry for letting him slip away like that. Her clan needed her, but she loved- no LOVES- him.

I'm the one who made you laugh
Who made you feel
And made you sad
I'm not sorry
For what we did
For who we were
I'm not sorry
I'm not her

Leafpool was sorry for a lot of things: that she could not raise her own kits, that she cant love CrowFeather, that she has to pretend she doesn't care about him. But she is not sorry for some things: having his kits, what they did, who they were, what they stood for. But she not her, shes not NightCloud.

Who's that girl?
Where's she from?
No she can't be the one
That you want
That has stolen my world
It's not real, it's not right
It's my day, it's my night
By the way
Who's that girl living my life?
Oh no, living my life