Lmcdfho=laugh my cloudy, depressed, fluffy head off.
That's the motto of this story, or at least what it did to me!!
Best wishes
sakura
NEW STORY
EPOV
I smiled as I left the carriage. Finally, finally I was going to see Bella again. It seemed to me to have been ages; it had only been a week since I had last seen her. That was at the Johnson's annual Summer Ball.
She had been dressed beautifully, in a navy blue evening gown, with a gold-leaf pattern on it. She had blushed when I called her beautiful. It was no lie. I smiled, leaping off the carriage steps, and eagerly rushing to the Swan's front door while Thomas, our coach driver chuckled at me.
I had met Isabella Swan when I was nine, and she had been seven. That was seven years ago-not old enough to have that kind of feelings, but I had always thought her pretty, prettier than most girls who looked at me from under thick, fake looking lashes. No, she was beautiful. A pale complexion, rosy cheeks, laughing eyes that told one everything she was thinking with a glance. Top it all off with dark, slightly wavy hair that fell to her lower back, and you have a real live angel. She was so innocent, so open. My greatest treasure. And she wasn't even mine. Yet. I grinned, despite myself. It would all depend on tonight, even though I knew deep down that she would never refuse me.
For now, she belonged with her family, the Swans. Her father, Charles Swan (yes, I changed it a little to more fit the setting) was the governor of this small, peaceful village on the far side of Rhode Island, the side not facing the colonies. My father, Edward Masen Sr. was the professor in town, the quite, peaceful, intelligent man living with his apparently good-looking family in the large house a few blocks from the Swans.
My mother, Elizabeth Masen, was usually at one evening party or ball or some other garden club, off socializing with her friends. I didn't mind. That was how I had met Bella, after all. Renee Swan had set up a dance at the Town Hall, and all youths were forced to attend. My mother introduced me to Bella, and everything just sort of fell into place. I had found a reason to live, other than to help my father think of new ways to avoid the constant pirate raids in the summer. (an: that is a little bit strange, but it's fanfiction. Live with it )That reason was Isabella Swan. That night was wonderful, and I felt like that was the first real night that I had in a long time. Real, not in the sense that it was my imagination, but I wasn't cold, distant and inside my 'shell' as my sister Alice liked to say. Unlike when I was with the other young women-they had absolutely no sense of right morals, and were basically all disgusting the way that they looked at me.
(sorry if that was a little hard to understand….just ignore it if you didn't understand it. Thanks!)
I ignored Thomas as he said that he would be back in two hours' time. I barely even heard him. I was too focused on one girl that I knew was behind this grand door, and what she would look like, say to me tonight. After all, I hadn't seen her in a week. I was off in Barnesdale, helping Dr. Carlisle Cullen, who had a little trouble, and needed helpers. Father wanted me to go to medical school, and I just might, after I receive my answer from Bella. In a few minutes, it should all be over. A promising future that held happiness and love, or an ocean of pain. (I do believe that jake says this last part somewhere in BD…NOT A SPOILER!! well, not really)
Would it be a yes or a no tonight? I silently asked the stars, as I waited for the maid to open the Swan's front door. What would be the answer she had for me? Little did I know, I might never again see my precious Bella again after tonight.
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sakura: yeah, soooo, i know, i know. i hate myself too for not updating eorn, but it can't be helped if i was writing this story, and if i have four chapters done already!!!
soooo, yeah. review, and i just might update the next chapters!! if you don't review :( then i'm gonna feel bad, and i'm going to take this story off. and ignore that part up there that talks about edward in his 'shell' , k? thx.
REVIEW. and i'll update. this one and everything or nothing! promise!!
thanks, readers.
until next time
sakura
and micchi is still writing back in the day's next chapter. SO DON'T KILL ME! GO KILL HER!! i swear, she's rewritten her school project at least three times, and she's rewriting it again, and so she's ignoring back in the dayyyy... :(
k
i'm done now.