- REASONS WHY -

A/N: I know, I know there's bunch of fanfictions written based on this novel. But believe me, I made this on my own from the idea I got when I'm on the way to school. So read on to find out what will going to happen in this fic and to our favorite couple, Sam and Quinn. Bear with me because English is not my first language.

ps: this story won't contain 13 reasons like the novel. That's too much :P Last, read, enjoy and leave a review!

Disclaimer: I do not own Glee and 13 Reasons Why by Jay Asher.

Prologue.

On his gloomiest periodic of life, there was nothing compare to what happened today at school. Principal Figgins in all of sudden called all the students to gather in the auditorium. He figured something had happened, it could be good or bad but he reckoned bad things happen the moment he saw the looks on Figgins's eyes.

It was three days before graduation for him and the rest of seniors. At first he thought graduation was cancelled due to something, or somebody stole the school's property. But it was far from that...

He announced the death...

The death of...

Sam Evans wasn't the type of guy who paid attention on every single time when the school announced this or that, he didn't always come to the auditorium or the school hall except when McKinley High held sports event. He was a typical jock who never gives a damn about anything, but today. Something made him stepped in to the auditorium though he had planned not to hear anything, he got his all ears ready to hear everything that Figgins would say. And Sam didn't think death would be the one he would announce in the first place...

"All of you might have guessed why are we here in auditorium, or why am I so demanding to all of you to come. Nothing like this happens everyday. So, I'm not going to waste your time by babbling on my own," Figgins sighed. Then he continued as he took his breath heavily,"I just got a very mournful news, it comes to my own sorrow and deep condolences. Three days ago, the police had found a dead body of Quinn Fabray in her room. The family of hers didn't want to say anything in order to keep it private, and yet again her funeral already happened the day after in near church. This news just came out and now I'm here announcing this, so we can give the last honor to one of the smartest, brightest, and popular girls in William McKinley High School, Miss Quinn Fabray."

All students of William McKinley let out a gasp, some students sobbed and burst into tears. Santana Lopez, one of Quinn's closest friend was probably cursing in disbelief in Spanish and said Oh My God thousand times. As for Sam, he couldn't believe his ears. Did she really? Of course Sam Evans knew who Quinn Fabray was. Quinn was in his English, Maths and Astronomy class. Quinn was...different to his dictionary, she has the most beautiful eyes he had ever seen, she got insides and outsides beauty, she got brain and not to mention her flawless looks. But in the same time, Quinn's eyes always looked in sorrow and he knew something hidden under. He had always wanted to seek it and to know her better. If Sam Evans could take her pain away, he wanted to.

A sudden memory flew and flashed like a movie in his brain. Everytime he interacted with Quinn, or when she taught him how to write his English essay and helped him to solve his math problems. Sam remembered of her eyes, there was sorrow inside but he now realized it was glistening brightly when she was him.

He tried to remember when was the last time he met her. Then...a sudden flash came by, he met exactly three days ago. The day the police found her dead body, that was the last time Sam Evans ever see Quinn Fabray. There was a carnival downtown, Sam planned to ask her out but instead he said nothing because Puck beat him on by calling him out for football practice.

"Hey, Quinn!" He grinned as he walking to greet Quinn in her locker.

"Oh, hi Sam. What's up?" She said. He could see something bothering her. Like she was hidding something from him. He always said that she could say anything without feeling ashamed, but Quinn Fabray was Quinn Fabray. She has never done that. Sam could tell that she wasn't sleeping for days or had she been crying or something?

"Umm, nothing. Can't I just greet you like normal friends do?"

Quinn didn't feel comfortable by this. "Well, of course you can."

"Are you okay?" Sam asked suddenly, he just couldn't help not asking her this. There was an awkward silent at first because she bit her upper lip.

"Of course, I am. Why wouldn't I be?"

"I don't know. I'm just thinking. Anyway Quinn, I was wondering if-"

"Hey Evans! Coach is looking for you, practice bro!" Said Puck as he put his arm around Sam's shoulder, making him away from Quinn.

"Why are you still trying to date her, bro? Weird Fabray is weird." Puck asked him in harsh tone when they arrived in the field.

"God, can you stop mocking her? I wasn't trying to date her, I'm trying to be her friend. And Puck, as far as I'm concern, Quinn is close enough to Santana and happens to be Rachel's bestfriend who's your girlfriend. Besides, Quinn is smart and a cheerleader. I thought you were always interested in cheerios?"

"She may be a cheerio, got a hot body and beauty, but she's not my type. She's too mysterious and kind of creepy. And don't tell me, you're trying to ask her out for tonight's carnival."

"Not your business." It was the end of conversation and how Sam Evans ended up going to carnival with Puck and the whole of the football team instead of going with Quinn Fabray.

Earth came back to Sam Evans, he felt sorry for Quinn. Maybe if he had asked her to go with him, this wouldn't have happened. Maybe he could save her. The guilty feeling raised up, and his tears fell down. If only he could save her because he knew she was actually a loner...if only he knew earlier.

Sam always wanted to know her better.

He always wanted to be her friend.

Or...

Maybe he always wanted to get closer with Quinn for a certain reason, he just couldn't help but let his feelings grew for one Quinn Fabray. The one that got away, gone and never coming back.

to be continue...

a/n: so what do you think? chapter 1 is already prepared, and I already know how this story going to go. So, I'm waiting all of your reviews so I can update faster! :)