Oh mai. No matter how much I seem to love humorous stories, all I end up writing about is angst and tragedy. Oh well.
I said it didn't bother me, but it did. I hate her. No matter how much you might love her, I hate her. I wish she would just die. While we smile and laugh together, I glare at her hoping she might just drop dead right then and there. Of course, no one notices. Except her. She turns and looks at me and her smile wavers. You ask her what's wrong and she says it's nothing. Sometimes I wish I didn't hate her and sometimes I wish I didn't feel these rushes of anger and jealousy whenever she's around you.
Just look at me and me only.
Everything will be okay then, right?
You look up at me with tear-filled eyes. I smile and wrap my arms around you. I know you want to scream, but if you do I'll kill you. We're both covered in blood. The air smells of death. I close my eyes and take in your scent. I release you and you try to escape. I grab your ankle and you fall. I stand over you with a painful look on my face.
"Why?" I say to him. "Why do you want to leave? We could've been so happy together." As I bring the knife down on his small personage, he covers his face and screams. His screams are short-lived. Together we sat in the middle of a bloody mess. And together we will stay for all of eternity. I caress his cheek. He is dressed in a black Gothic Lolita dress. The blood stands out beautifully against his smooth, pale skin.
"I love you. Don't leave me ever again, okay?" He looks at me with glazed, blue eyes. The full, pink color in his lips is fading quickly and my smile fades as well. I hold him tightly. "Are you tired?" I ask him. He doesn't reply. The warmth of his small body drops like a rock and suddenly I come to my senses. As he lay dying in my arms, I look around at the mess I've created. Tears fall from my eyes. I named off the people and parts I saw lying around me.
"Rin... Meiko... Gakupo... Teto... Neru... Haku... Mi... ku..." My eyes widened in horror as I realize what I have done. I had killed my only family. I hear footsteps and look up. A man is walking towards me. He wore an emotionless mask. He looks at me and shakes his head.
"Why, Kaito? Why did you do this?" Walking slowly towards me, he attempts to take Len out of my clutches. I shake my head and hold Len tightly. "Come on. Give him to me." Master says. The crazed look appears in my eyes again and I hold up the knife. He jumps out of the way and the knife grazes his leg.
"NO!" I heard myself scream. "I won't let him go!" Master holds his leg and narrows his eyes. Pointing at me, he says in a silent voice, "You will pay greatly for your selfish sins. Fate's revenge will come. In the future, when you are born again, you will pay." He tells me before disappearing. I knew I would pay and it would be no small cost. Holding Len's dead body in my arms, I put my forehead against his chest and say, "I'm sorry." But I know it wouldn't be enough. I knew...
... that fate would make me pay.
I tried to make the ending dramatic, but I don't think I did a very good job. I might make another chapter if you'd like. However for now, it's a complete story. Please R&R and let me know if there's anything I can improve on.