Luke's Diary
Set a week after Lorelai and Luke's break up. A Fan Fiction about Luke's thoughts.
A/N- This was actually written by my friend Shortieluvsgg. She sent it to me to see if I liked it. I loved it but she thinks it sucks and told me I could post it for her. Just giving her the recognition she deserves. I don't know the exact dates so I'm gonna guess and for those of you who think it's weird for a guy to have a diary I agree wit you but all I have ever seen was Lorelai's diary and I figured Luke needed one to so her is what Luke was thinking during the brake up. Also, some of the evens I made up to give me something to write about so if you don't know what the heck I'm talking about it is during a part of the show were Luke isn't shown. I have this fan fiction done but I'm only gonna post one chap at a time and only after I get sone review. This is my first fan fiction so I bet it sucks but I don't care. Enjoy everyone.

1/4
Sitting here board to death. No one has come in since the brake up mostly cause of my bad mood. The only one who is showing up is Kirk. Every time the bell above the door rings I look up hoping she would come in. She hasn't came in at all probably was too hurtful for her. I saw here at Al's yesterday day and it just killed me to see her sitting some where else and not drinking my coffee. The coffee she has loved for all those years. The thing that really killed me was the fact she looked great. She didn't look like she was hurting one bit.
1/6
Everyone but Kirk has now left and hasn't come back and even though I like the fact now I had someone to talk to I am getting annoyed by this. I walked to her house twice yesterday wanting to apologue but I couldn't do it the thought of what she would she just made me chicken out of it. I need to get out of this town every thing reminds me of her and those stupid ribbons don't help mush.
1/9
I went fishing for the weekend and I really don't think anyone noticed. I went to Loralai's house and got my boat. I needed something to get my mind off of her. I'm sure she has gotten her mind off of me.
1/11
I got a message from Lorelai today. She needed me. As soon as I heard it I ran strait to her house. Why do I have to run to her every time she calls? I should have just sat there. We weren't dating no more. We weren't even friends but I ran to her the minute she called. I knock on her front door and she didn't answer. Finally I ran to the back and broke the lock. She wasn't there and I felt like an idiot. I walked back out side and saw Lorelai standing there with a scared look on her face. She handed me my answering machine tape and told me she call me and then ran to my apartment and stole it. I walked away and she went inside.
1/18
Rory came home today. She came in shortly after I saw her go to Al's. She was carrying bags of food. She got coffee to go. It was always to go. Every time she came home she got it to go. She knew that she could not sit here any more. She thought that I would do nothing but as about her mom. Lorelai never even came in here any more. I saw here in the market actually buying coffee, but being very picky about it. The second she looked at me she rushed out with out her coffee and at that second I knew she was hurting to.
1/22
Emily came in today. She started yelling at me about Lorelai. Apparently she had not gone to any diners since we had broken up and Emily was mad. She told me to go back to Lorelai. I don't know if I can do that anymore
1/23
I'm going. I have to. I can't live without out her. I'm scared though. What if she don't want me or she moved on. I guess that is a risk I'll have to take.
THE END