Author's note: Hi! This is the first fanfic that I write, after spending some years reading the incredible stories of several authors about Fifty Shades of Grey. After receiving your support on Facebook, I decided to do it. I hope you like it and that I can do it right. English is not my first language, so please, bear with me.

I await your reviews and recommendations.

All Characters belong to E.L. James and the Fifty Shades of Grey Trilogy.

Chapter 1

CPOV

I'm walking out of the conference room whit Ross right behind me.

"Christian, seriously, you need to listen to me. You have to go to Taiwan in two weeks".

"Excuse me? Last time I check, it was my name on the building. Why are you giving me orders?".

What am I buying in Taiwan?

"Beside the fact that I'm about to pop out a kid? I'd told you, they don't want to talk to me. If you really want to buy that shipyard, you have to go".

Oh yeah, a shipyard.

"I thought we were doing that until the end of the year".

What did Andrea said I have to do today? I remember she told me about a meeting…

"What is happening whit you? You're being all over the place lately. I have been telling you that they want to sell now. If you don't go, they are going to sell to someone else. They don't care about the money, they want a meeting whit you".

I stop walking and look at her. Me? All over the place? It's the pregnancy messing whit her head? Does she know who she's talking to? I'm Christian fucking Grey. I'm master of the fucking… wait… where did I leave my coffee?

"Taylor?".

I turn to look at him and ask about my coffee, but he it's not behind me. I'm so used to him being around, that I panic a little where he's not near.

"He is in the security office, sir. I'll ask him to come now", Andrea says.

When did we get to her desk? Shit, am I losing control? Is Ros right?

"No, Andrea, it's fine. I just… lost my coffee".

"Your coffee? I… I can get you another one, sir. I can bring it to you while you're in the interview for the UW newspaper".

Right, the interview whit Katherine Kavanagh. I really want his dad's company. I don't know what for, but I think Grey Media sounds really good.

"Christian, I have to go, but please confirm the trip to Taiwan", Ros stars to walk to the elevator.

"Yes, Ros. I hear you the first time".

"That's what you said, but lately you ask what's going on around here".

Just then the elevator doors open and Ros goes in. I'm about to turn around and ask Andrea to get everything ready for my trip to Taiwan when someone else exists the elevator. That's when the world stop.

It was like everything just freeze and something inside me star to beat.

A young woman walks out of the elevator. She's beautiful. She has really long hair and the blues eyes I've ever seen. She looks like an angel. I mean, she could dress better, but… is she shining?

"Oh, and Christian, you also need to approve the plans for the new nursery for the building, otherwise, you'll being seeing less of me", Ros comes back from the elevator and there's noise in the world again.

The angel looks lost, she walks to Olivia's desk and it seems like she is asking for directions. Does she work here? I'm pretty sure I only hire brunets, who let this happened? If she is here, it's because she'll be working on this floor, how I'm going to get anything done?

"I haven't see the plans yet Ros, I'll check whit Elliot", I answer Ros.

"I put the plans in your office last week sir. Do you want me to make another copy?", Andrea knows not to ask me if I didn't see them, she knows my head it's not in the right place.

"No, Andrea. Just help me find them, please".

"Of course, sir".

She starts to walk to my office and I'm about to follow her when I see that Olivia just ask the angel to sit down and wait. Oh, thank God! She is here for a meeting, she's not working here. Who is she meeting? Do I have an appointment that I forgot?

It's something about her. Do I know her? I think she hasn't seen me standing here, she's reading some papers. Come on, look at me, angel. Why do I feel like I know you?

"Ok, I'm leaving now, Gwen it's picking me up for our last doctor appointment, but please Christian, don't forget anything important today. I'm the one who's having the baby, but you're the one whit the baby brain".

Why is she interrupting me again?

Ros turns around and calls the elevator again. I go to my office to ask Andrea if I have an appointment whit the angel because if I do, I need to make sure I look good. I mean, I always do, but it doesn't heart to make an effort. I don't know if I know her, but I certainly want to.

"Sir, I just put the blueprints of the nursery over your desk. Can I get you the coffee now?".

"Thanks, Andrea. And yes, please, an iced coffee. Can you find out who…".

"Mister Grey. The reporter of the university it's here, but it's not the person that it's on the agenda", Olivia interrupts me.

Does this girl have no manners? Why do I have a door or an intercom if she is just going to walk into my office like she owns the fucking place?

"Olivia! how many times have I'd told you not to interrupt me? or to knock the door before you enter?", I snap at her.

"I'm sorry sir. It won't happen again. But I need to know what to do. Whit the new security protocol, I don't know what to do. Security doesn't have a background check of the person the university sent".

"Then that's your answer. No background check, no interview. We were really clear whit the university. I won't reschedule this. I can even go to the graduation now, so I don't really give a fuck. Andrea, talk to the reporter and explain the reason. Olivia, go… do something useful".

Olivia practically runs out of my office.

"I sorry, sir. I'll talk to Olivia. Human Resources it's looking for her replacement".

"Let's hope you have someone new when I get back. Star planning my trip to Taiwan, but before that, find out who is the woman in the waiting room. I want to know who she is meeting. That's a priority".

"Of course, sir".

Andrea leaves my office and I run to my private bathroom. I check myself and decide to put on some deodorant. First impressions are important, and I don't think she got a chance to see me when she first walk out the elevator.

It's she still waiting outside? I got it! I will go and make my own coffee and check on her, I can see her or find out who she is with.

"What do you mean you don't remember? Didn't you ask her name?".

Andrea it's yelling at Olivia and waving her arms around when I walk out of my office.

"I did, I'd wrote it down, but I can find the paper". Olivia stars crying.

"What's going on out here?", I ask.

Why does my office looks like a soup opera? I notice that the angel it's not longer in the waiting room anymore. What a relieve, I wouldn't want her to see my staff behaving like this. First impressions count.

"I'm sorry, sir. It's just that Olivia send the girl you ask about out of the office. She was the reporter of the university. And she can remember her name".

I just look at Andrea. I now she is waiting for me to star yelling. Olivia it's looking through her desk. And I just look to the couch where the angel was siting.

This sums up my life, or at least the last few moths. If this would have happened before the incident with Leila, I would have shouted at both of them for their incompetence, hell, I've even would had thrown something to the wall. But now, now I can only feel more disappointed in my life and the lack of courage I feel to dare to do something. I could have approached her and introduced myself before entering my office. But I didn't. I got scared.

"I'll call the front desk and ask for her name, sir. They have the registration".

"You do that, Andrea. Olivia, you're fired", I turn around and enter my office.

One year later

That day, Andrea find out that the reporter name was Anastasia Steele. She was an editor at the college newspaper who was covering for Katherine Kavanagh, her roommate. She was going to graduate the week after the interview. If I had not gone to Taiwan, I would have meet her that day. I would have seen her again, but fate separated us. Ros gave birth earlier than expected and I had to take over the company completely. I realized how much she does for the company, so I sent her and Gwen some Christian Louboutin shoes.

When I came back to Seattle, I was determined to know everything about Anastasia, but I couldn't think of a reason to introduce myself. And that was good. I realized that knowing everything about her, where she lived, who her friends were, where she ate, what she bought and what she drove was an obsession. Why? What did she have that I could not get her out of my mind? She looked like the others, there was nothing physically different with the others, but there was something that she had that attracted me like no one else had. Something that make me think of her every time I'd closed my eyes. She look like an angel.

I have been whit my share amount of women and at the end I just get bored. They don't satisfy me anymore. My playroom doesn't call me anymore. I don't want to say I lost the interest, but the other day I cancel my meeting with a potencial submissive to clean my closet.

Fucking Leila. Why did she have to come to me for answers? When she lost her boyfriend and came looking for me, I just hurt her more. But she broke me. She make me realice that I didn't have anything to live for anymore. I'm just so bored of my life that I stop taking risks because I have everything. No one puts up a fight anymore, not for their companies nor for their time.

"What do you have, Master? Why do you get up every morning? You are more lonely than me". She then drop the knife and walk away of my apartment.

I thought everything had been solved, but the next few weeks I could not stop thinking about what Leila had said. Why did I do the things that I like? Do I even like them? I started losing control. I neglected things for thinking about what I did everyday and why I did it. I worry about the most insignificantes things because I did not have something that mattered to me. That's how my mind was when Anastasia Steele came for an interview. And that lack of control made me lose her.

That, and the new protocol for meetings. Since Leila, the security around me is tight. I don't want to take the risk before I find my propose in life.

Since Taiwan, in my mind where always a battle. One part of me was thinking about what happened to my life and my control. The other was thinking about her. That's why I decide to take Flynn more seriously. I went to therapy to be at peace with myself and find my purpose in life. If I could be cured, I could know if Anastasia was what I wanted or if it was just an obsession.

I mean, can I love someone I just saw once? I'm the man who believe that love was for fouls and now I find myself believing in love at first sight.

But what I really want it's to not be lonely anymore. I'm trying whit my family, but it's hard. I'm looking for my control, that's why I found myself whit a puzzle when Elliot walk into my apartment looking for her "friend". A woman who is pregnant. Who's going to make him a father. A woman who I believed was my angel.

My Anastasia.