Hey guys i just thought I would do a one shot but i dont know if i should make it into a two shot or something so please help me or Pm me you enjoy thx.
some of the words are missing,im not like im stupid or just that when i put it into doc manager,it cuts it off
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Ally's POV
Here I am sitting by the window watching makes 3 years since Austin broke up with me for some girl named Brooke and left without another now he's topping of charts with Brooke by his side forgetting who even helped become what he is now.A couple weeks before he broke up with me and left,he comes home see, me and Austin moved in together right after highschool when we were 18 ,anyway he came home drunk and when i asked him where he was,he slapped me across the face which left me a mark for 2 weeks and people kept asking me what happened but I just told them that i fell and hit my was more than my boyfriend,he was also my funny,manchild,pancake loving was everything to me but I guess that I wasn't his everything but right now he doesnt give a shit about anyone's lives except his and maybe Brooke's.I really thought he loved me because we even said the 'I love you's' but to him it doesnt mean a and Dez lost contact with him when he moved to LA but Trish and Dez were really there for me when he was gone since it was really hard for me.i wouldn't even come out of the house for weeks but when Trish said that I should sleep with one open because if I don't come out she might dump one big bucket of ice cold water on me and trust me I do not want that so I had to come out.I sigh thinking what has my life come too.I then get my sacred songbook .And I know what your thinking,after all these years I still have this book but it has alot of memories like when my mom gave it to me before she died,some of the most precious songs i have written,but most importantly,this is the last thing that I have of the real Austin Monica Moon .Mom always knew what to say whenever there's a problem.I wonder what she would say about this problem.I went over to the piano and decided to sing a song that i wrote a couple days ago about him.
I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love I did,I did
You were strong and I was not
My illusion,my mistake I was careless,I forgot I did
And now when all is done there is
Nothing to say you have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now
Shout from the roof top write it on the sky line, all we had is gone now. Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open. Tell them what I hoped would be Impossible,Impossible Impossible,Impossible
Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts i know,i know
Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear I know (I know)
There is nothing to say
And if your done with
Embarrassing me on your own you can go ahead tell them
Tell them all I know now shout it from the roof tops write it on the sky line. All we had is gone now .Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken. All my scars are open .Tell them what i hoped would be Impossible,Impossible Impossible,Impossible Impossible,Impossible
Ohh impossible (yeah,yeah) I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love I did
Tell them all I know now shout it from the roof tops write it on the sky we had is gone them I was happy and my heart is my scars are open. Tell them what i hoped would be Impossible,Impossible Impossible,Impossible Impossible,Impossible
I remember years ago someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love I did...(1)
"I never knew you felt like that Als."And there he on the door frame with a key dangling from same hands that 3 years ago,would help put me to sleep.I was just sitting there on the piano bench while many tears were running down my then came over and gently took his thumb and wiped away the tears.I then came back to reality and slapped his hand away from my face.
"Please Als,I'm sorry for leaving you like that.I'm sorry"like he thinks that's enough
"My heart was taken by you,broken by you and now it's into pieces because of you."I said with as much as hatred I could get into my voice
"I know Ally but I'm sorr-"
"Sorry isn't enough and do you know how much tears I wasted on some sorry ass like even even ditched me for that could you Austin?How could you?"Austin looked shocked since I just sweared
'Yup that's right Austin I changed.I'm no goody two shoes anymore since this happened because of you."
"Ally please go back to the old Ally.I miss her"
"Well too bad cuz I'm never going back there again'
"I don't even know why I'm talking to a bitch like you."he said turning about to leave
"Well Austin,just remember that this bitch right here,started you career" I said harshly but a few tears started to escape my eyes
Austin turned around and saw me starting to cry again. Austin himself had a few tears running down his face and that's one rare sight to came over and hugged me really tight and surprisingly I then started crying in his shoulder but he pulled away after a few moments later and looked in my eyes but when I looked in his I could see guilt and eyes were also red and he really is sorry.
"I know I'm saying this again but I'm sorry ok?I'm sorry for everything that I have ever done to you too.I was a total jerk to you and i will never forgive myself for that and when i was in LA,I was too busy drinking and party,forgetting what really matters to me the most.I was wrong to call you a bitch because you are certainly not that .To me you are more than you please forgive me?"
I started crying again
"Yes it's ok and I will forgive you,but you must know that the first couple of weeks after you left,i stayed inside not bothering to get out but Trish threatened me to before she pours one big ass bucket full of ice cold water when I'm asleep."Austin chuckled and said"Well that's Trish for are you gonna do you know?"I laughed but then I just thought of something."Austin,where are you staying?"
"Well I was hoping I could move back I? If I cant I understand because of all the things I did to you and its ok if you don't really forgive me and I mean if I cant sta-"
"AUSTIN!"I laughed "It's ok you can move back in here and it looks like someone turned into a rambler" "REALLY! Thanks Als it means alot but I mean if you change you min-"
"Austin!"
"Sorry and by the way,do you have any pancakes in the fridge cuz I am starving" "Yes Austin.I do"he then came up,gave me a hug and walked out into the hallway.I then began to talk to myself."That boy will never change"
Then from the hallway Austin says"I heard that and Hey!"
I shooked me head and is the way my life should be.
's by Shontelle and it's called "Impossible" Once again please review