Shuichi's POV

'Damn…. Shit, this has been a shit day' I thought as I was walking back home to our apartment

'Stupid morinaga getting himself sick and leaving me to do all the work'

'Well he was up taking care of you, you know ….. You fell sick first, if he didn't have to take care of you in the first place he'd probably be fine, he's not as reckless as you'I heard a voice say to me…. Pretty sure it was in my head

'….. Good point'. Wait….. When the fuck did I have a second voice in my head 'man…. I'm so tiered I'm hearing voices'

I reach our apartment and I open the door…

'Every thing's so dark… no lights on at all…. It feels so cold….'

"The idiot probably forgot to turn on the heater, does he WANT to get worse than he already is"

'Honestly how he survived 2 years living alone is beyond me' I enter the room to check on the dumb Baka, and he's sleeping. I tried to turn the lights on… 'the power's out' ' he's dressed so light too… just a tank top and shorts'

'Emmm, He looks so hot' that voice again

'Of coerce he looks warm, he's sick' I argued back, how can a voice in MY head be so dumb

'Must get it from you, and you know I wasn't talking about him being warm, Tatsuhiro is quite the looker'...

'I guess… He does have a nice body….'

'Emmmhemmm, so kind too, such a gem, why he stays with someone like you is beyond me, not that I'm complaining, how else would I get to see him' …..

'What are you talking about of coerce he's staying where else would he go, his family are a bunch of jerks'

'I'm sure there are millions out there who would be over the moon to have such a gem beside them'

'He promised he wouldn't leave again!' I reply angrily. Stupid voice what does it know, Morinaga wouldn't break his word

'Without telling you, doesn't mean he couldn't tell you next time and still leave' …

'…..He loves me' I answer back weakly ….. The Voice had a point; Morinaga could just tell me this time….. Would I really let him go if he just told me he was leaving this time, no he loves me…. He won't leave.

'You're not exactly helping him to keep up that love you know, besides …. He's a homo…. Can you really trust his words?'

'What's that supposed to mean…., and of course I can trust him…. Morinaga's different….he's too good, too honest'

'Too good for the world…'

'Ya'

'Too good for you too'

'I….'

'You know it's true, he's too good for this world, too honest, too kind, too pure, too forgiving an angel... Too good for you'

'….' I don't answer that, I don't have an answer

'Not one you like anyway…'

'…'

'You should treat him beater, even an angel…. Can only take so much'

'….. I should go to a doctor… hearing voices in my head can't be good for me' I think 'After some rest'

'More helpful than you might think'

I ignore it. I change and go to bed; I think I could make him something to eat after I wake up…. Between the two of us Morinaga is the better cook, but I can make simple stuff 'Soup… I'll make him soup'

I wake up to the smell of cooking

'Good, I'm …. Starving, wait a minute, there's only me and Morinaga Here…..'

"MORINAGA!" I slammed my room's door open, marching straight into the kitchen I yell again "WHAT ARE YOU DOING!" I was so mad at him

"Senpi, you're awake. I made you breakfast" he said smiling

'Emmm Emmm, that smile…. So sweet, so kind, full of life. Dreamy, I love it….. I love him'

'Cut that out!'

"And just why are you doing that! Do you not understand the meaning of being sick!"

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this will hopefully be multi chaptered