"My emotion rollercoaster"

By: Taylor Henderson

A/N: stephenie Meyer owns all characters form the Twilight Saga in this story they are not mine… but I do own Mr. Reed .I wish they were .This will be a Jasper/Bella story .If you don't like it don't read it. NO FLAMES plz. This is my first fan fiction so be nice.

Chapter- 1 prologue Bella POV

It has be 2 months since HE left me. I still feel like I have this huge hole in the middle of my chest. They all left Alice; my sweet little pixie, Emmett; my loving big lug of brother at least he was me even if he is a vampire, esme; sweetest person or vampire I ever met more motherly than Renee; Carlisle; compassionate loving doctor, Rosalie; let's not even go there. Then there Jasper the Cullen I know least about always there but on the perimeter over looking on them like he doesn't belong. He's the reason Edward left but I don't blame him. I was a human in vampire place.

When Edward left me in forest I ran for him till I got tire and collapsed on the ground it was about 7 hours till I was found by Sam Uley at least that what Charlie says I was unconscious for a while so I don't know what really happen. Slow over a period of 2month I came out of my catatonic state with the help of my own personal sun Jacob Black one of the Quileute boys from the reservation. His sisters were some of my best friend before I moved to Arizona. Now Jake's sisters off to somewhere at college only God knows. Now he's my only friend after I can back to my senses really. Mike and the other act like not there. I still Angela for now at least I will be going to Washington state college at the end of the year since that's all I can afford, she going to Stanford. Its Saturday another boring night might as well go to sleep.

Jasper POV

My life is ruin and it's my entire fault. It all because of one drop of blood caused so many reactions to happen. I remember like it was yesterday.

Flashback: Bella cuts her finger trying to open a present from one of us. Edward trying safe form me but only made I worse by pushing her into a stack of glass plates. I was ok till then. It took the strength of Emmett and Rosalie to get me out the door. End of flashback.

First Alice left saying I was too much extra baggage to be with her. I started to realize I wasn't the Jasper Whitlock I used to be. Alice had molded me into something I was not making me forget who I really was … a country boy who loved his button downs and wrangler jeans with the necessary cowboy boots and hat. So I went back to my roots.

Second my family was always on edge now like they have something to say but too afraid to say it. Except Emmett of course he voiced his opinion to me how much he sad, mad, and mildly upset he like he could hide it from away.

So this is how we got here to this every moment, sitting at the dining room table at a family meeting about my behavior in Forks, which I am seriously trying to hard to tone out really.

"How could you Jasper as much I loved her. She was going to be my new sister. I had had faith in you Jasper you let me down. Sometimes I wonder I even why I bother with you" said Alice.

That made me mad cause I did try to please her most of the time. I think that it time to tell her how I really feel about our 8 decades of illegal marriage.

"Sometimes I wonder that too did you think that you could mold to be some little prototype of yours to have. I guess you did change me from my old ways so quickly I am always gon' be Jasper Whitlock no matter how much you try to change me. You can accept me as I am or not at all. If you want me gone from living with yawl just put to a vote and I will live you and your family" I said as I was pacing the floor tryin' to get my thoughts straight.

"Now now Jasper surely we won't have to go there. You have to be careful I for one want you here with us. You are a part of this family no matter what happens" said Carlisle.

"I don't want to live here in Denali I want to go back to Forks. The reason I did like Bella is because she was too good for Edward and none of this would have happen if he would not have thrown her in to a stack of glass dishes. The only thing is will she have us have us back" Rosalie said as she coming down the stairs.

"I second that notion. I really miss my little sis" says Emmett.

"Then it's final we are going back to forks. I miss her too" says Carlisle with Esme nodding in agreement.

Well that was surprising meeting don't ya think. So we started pack to go back to Forks. I wonder how Bella goin' take this. The load will be much lighter since we don't have to have all Edward shit. I guess I have to go and pack stuff.

Bella POV

Buzz buzz" I lazily roll over to hit that damn alarm clock Iget tired of that thing. I get up and make my way over to the dresser to grab some clothes and I make my way down the hall to go to the bathroom to take a shower. After my long hot shower as I going down the stairs I trip over my own feet. I happen to land in Charlie's arms.

"Well isn't that a way to make an entrance Bella. Good morning child" says Charlie helping me up.

"Good morning Char- dad" I say walking in the kitchen to fix breakfast.

"You seem to be on a brighter side today. It's nice for a change of pace. Oh Bella, Billy and I are going fishing after I get off work so I'll be late."

"Ok dad I might go to Jake's today is that okay?"

"Alright" says Charlie as he's putting on gun belt.

"Got to go bye"

I gave him hug and walked out the door on my way to school. Forks High has about a thousand kids' way smaller than old school. I missed Phoenix so much the way things use to be. As I pull into the parking lot I see mike and the others looking at me like I am something new to see. I grab my books out my truck and head to first hour.

My first five class breeze by without much trouble so does lunch with Angela God I am really going to miss her so much. I think my now my life is really trying to change I just how it is for the better. As I sit down in AP chemistry and I get ready for the lesson but Mr. Reed started to say something.

"Alright class we have a couple of new students well they aren't new student but they are here to join these class. Please welcome them with open hearts".

Then four students appeared in the door all I could do was stare into the eyes of Alice, Emmett, Rosalie, and Jasper. It too much to handle all at once to see them all so I ran till I got to my truck. I drove home and I cried I guess my life was not going to get better soon after all.

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