Ahem...yes...hi everyone! -Sweatdrops as crickets chirp.- Yeah...I haven't updated any of my stories...I can understand your blood thirsty rage...trust me I can...anyway...I have no ideas for my other stories, my brain hates me, a lot. I've fallen into a Kingdom Hearts state of mind currently and have a few ideas for some stories...-Backs away from the pitchforks and torches.- Hey hey hey! Kill the authoress and stories can't get updated! Anyway...this stories main pairing is Axel/Xion, why? Because it's awesome! And if I get ANY messages saying that Xion is a Mary Sue I will blacklist you! I mean it! So ummmm...enjoy! -Hides behind Axel.-


I wake from my sleep and face the day...

Xion felt a stinging behind her eyes, which according to Axel meant that you were about to cry. But how could she? She was a Nobody, a being without emotions. However, right now she felt like her world was collapsing all around her. How could this have happened? This wasn't what was supposed to happen! It wasn't...

"Roxas...Roxas...please...don't go...please..."

Xion pleaded to the blonde haired boy in her arms, holding him carefully like he was about to shatter into a million pieces. Her best friend, Roxas, lay dieing in her arms. Roxas gave Xion a weak smile and laughed a bit.

"Sorry Xion...but...I don't really have a choice now..."

Xion's sapphire eyes filled with tears, a sob leaving her throat from her friends words.

"You can't die Roxas! You can't! It wasn't supposed to be you! It was supposed to be me! I was supposed to die! Not you! Never you..."

Yes, Xion knew what was going to happen, and she had accepted it. She had a power that no one else knew about but herself, she had the gift of Foresight. Sometimes, Xion would have visions of the future and even more rarely, visions of the past. It happened very rarely though. A few days ago Xion had had a disturbing vision. One where she was brainwashed and fought against Roxas until he killed her.

Of course, she had been terrified, she didn't want to die, not yet. But she eventually came to terms with her fate and accepted it. On the day she was going to meet with Xemnas, Axel had stopped her and dragged her into a mission that Roxas was supposed to be on with him, but according the the red head he had vanished. The mission took up most of the day, but Xion was still confident that it would happen. Before she went she decided to spend a little time in Twilight Town, to relive the times she spent with Axel and Roxas.

So, imagine her surprise when she had came face to face with Roxas and the boy had tried to kill her! Having no other choice Xion fought as hard as she could until she finally defeated Roxas, the boy lying in her arms.

"Xion...I knew this would happen...and I didn't want it to be you..."

Xion was snapped out of her thoughts and looked at him in shock.

"But...but how? I saw it in a vision! How could you have known..."

Xion trailed off as she saw a smile come across Roxas' face.

"You're not the only one...who can have visions...Xion...I saw what happened...and...I ditched Axel...so he would take you and confronted Xemnas...and he brainwashed me instead...I'm sorry I tried to kill you Xion...but...you're safe now..."

More tears rolled down Xion's face as she listened to Roxas talk.

"Roxas...you're such an idiot! How could you...I was completely fine with dieing! You...you can't go...Axel needs you! I need you! Please Roxas..."

Roxas weakly lifted a hand and gently touched Xion's face.

"You'll both be fine...y'know...Axel really likes you...he told me so once."

Despite the situation Xion felt her face heat up, in reality she felt a strong attraction towards the Flurry of Dancing Flames.

"B-but Roxas...we can't feel...Xemnas said..."

Xion was cut off by a furious Roxas.

"Xemnas lied! We may not have Hearts but we can still feel...he just wants to make sure that we follow his every order..."

Roxas' blue eyes, which had been furious before quickly softened as he looked at Xion.

"Listen Xion...you can't go back to the Organization...they'll kill you...find Riku...he'll help you..."

Xion sniffled and let out a hiccup.

"R-Roxas...what's going to happen to you? Are you going to b-be ok?"

The blond haired boys eyes fluttered shut for a moment before Xion shook him awake again, her panic having reached ten fold when his eyes closed.

"I'll...go back to Sora...Naminé will untangle the rest of his memories from me and set them right...I'll be fine..."

The black haired girl was silent for a few moments before she spoke in a soft voice.

"I'll have to go too...I still have some of Sora's memories...he'll need those to wake up..."

As soon as Xion finished speaking Roxas placed a finger on her right temple and she gasped as she began to feel Sora's memories being pulled from her mind.

"Roxas! No! What are you doing?"

Roxas just smiled at his friends shocked face.

"I'm...taking Sora's memories from you...into me...this way you can be free...don't worry though...you'll still have your memories as you...as Xion. You're going to be fine..."

Xion remained silent until she felt the last memory slip out of her head and into Roxas, his hand dropping down heavily. He let out a sigh and to Xion's horror, began to vanish right before her eyes.

"Roxas! No! Wait! Please don't do this! Please! Please! Don't!"

Roxas just shook his head as his body began to fade away.

"You'll be fine...Xion. Please stay safe...for me. And...tell Axel that I'm sorry I ditched him on that mission..."

Xion hugged Roxas close to her and nodded her head.

"I will. I promise I will..."

With one last smile Roxas completely vanished from her arms. Xion was startled when she heard something clink on the ground and picked up a delicate chain that had Roxas' Twilight Thorn charm on it. It took a few moments for the reality of the situation to hit her and when it did, Xion doubled over in agony and began to scream in despair over and over again.


It seemed like hours before Xion's voice gave out and she just lay curled up in a ball while clutching Roxas' charm to her chest. She was worn out from the fight, blood loss, and emotional pain that she couldn't even move. If a Heartless came along Xion wouldn't have had the will to move, even if she wasn't so tired.

The black haired girl let out a shuddering sigh and closed her eyes, praying to whatever deity that was out there to kill her and end her miserable existence. Xion nearly jumped out of her skin when she heard someone running to her and gasp before picking her up gently.

"Xion...Xion...are you okay? What happened?"

Xion opened her eyes slowly and saw that the person who held her was none other than Riku. Even though she couldn't see his eyes she could feel his concern for her coming off of him in waves.

"Roxas...I...he..."

Xion voice was cracked and raspy from all the screaming she had done.

"Attacked me...n-not his fault...had no choice...d-defended myself...k-killed him..."

Riku was stunned into silence when Xion suddenly bursts into tears.

"Sorry...sorry...so sorry...Axel...I'm sorry..."

She kept muttering over and over to herself. Riku held her until she cried herself to sleep then stood up and began to walk towards the Old Mansion where she could rest properly and get her wounds healed.

After that, Riku would go and have a serious talk with Naminé, he had a feeling that she knew what happened.


And...cut! Wow...that's such a sad beginning...-Hides behind Axel away from the murderous Roxas fans.- Ummm...yeah...I'm not sure if I'll bring Roxas back or not...I'll have to think about it! I don't hate Roxas! I like him! I do! It's a part of the plot though! Yes...I did make some things up...no I will not take crap from anyone about it. Axel WILL appear in the next chapter! Bye-bye!

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