A/N: This is my first attempt at Twilight Fan fiction, so please please let me me know what you think, good or bad!! Also let me know if you think I should keep going with the story! Thanks! Enjoy! ~classictwilight
She stands with her back against the wall of her small apartment holding the phone to her ear watching the steam rise from the pasta cooling in the colander in the sink.
Renee chatters away about Phil's most recent game, "…Then this little girl and her brother caught the stray ball, oh it was just too cute! Speaking of cute little kids when am I going to get some grandchildren?"
"MOM!?!" She shakes her head no longer bewildered at her mothers scattered mind, "Mom I can't believe you just asked that, I don't even have a boyfriend!" …haven't had one since…
She stops that thought as Renee laughs lightly "Well you were four by the time I was the age you are now. I'm just saying…Twenty-six is getting up there….."
She shakes her head smiling slightly at her mothers teasing, "Ma I missed my chance to get married and have kids at young age."
Renee scoffs and starts to speak but Bella cuts her off, "Ma if I wanted to get married and have kids young I would have married my high school sweet heart."
Renee pauses for a moment confused, "Bells you didn't have a high school sweet heart."
She closes her eyes, trying to keep her voice light, "Exactly my point Mom!!"
Renee burst out laughing.
She speaks before she can think…about him, "Sorry mom gotta run pasta's about to boil over. I'll call you back in a few."
"Ok, love ya Bella" Renee says not noticing the shift in her daughter's mood.
"Love you too Mom." She disconnects the call and drops the phone as she slides down the wall her legs refusing to hold her, not caring about the lie.
She wraps her arms around her knees and lays her head on them, "Oh Jake, I was so stupid… I'm so sorry…I should have said yes..."