Hey, this is my first fanfiction so please let me know what you think and if I get enough reviews I will continue writing this story. All criticism welcome. Love LM Xoxo

What are we doing to each other? Another crazy night. Another fight. And then a heated make-out session that led to the bedroom and every wall and table on the way. I was tired of this life. I wanted out but I knew he would never let me. But I had to try. For us. And for our lives because the ship of sanity sailed long ago. Today I would talk with him. Promise.

I could feel his strong arms around me. Holding me close like I might fly away. His breathing slow and peaceful. I loved how he looked when he slept. Like a child-innocent, pure and peaceful. His bronze hair was all over the place, covering his well structured face. His chiselled cheek bones and his beautiful jaw line. I truly did love this man. But we brought out the worst in each other. Possessiveness, jealousy, hate, anger. But one could not live without the other.

His eyelids began to move to reveal his green emerald eyes. He just stared at me for a moment before bringing his hand to my cheek and caressing it. I was lost in his eyes. I couldn't look away no matter how hard I tried. "Morning love" his voice rough with sleep but still like velvet. I smiled at him not able to form a coherent sentence at that moment. He slowly lifted his head to look around the room. An empty bottle of whiskey, our clothes –well my ripped dress- a broken lamp and a picture knocked off the wall. Not too bad, there has been worse. He loked back at me with a pained expression.

"I'm sorry" he sounded so sad. I couldn't understand why.

"Sorry for what babe?"

He suddenly looked angry. He let go of my face and sat up in the bed.

"For everything. For hurting you, lieing to you, harming you. And most of all, loving you."

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