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Bella
"Ladies and gentlemen, you may now unfasten your seat belts. Thank you for flying Delta Air." The woman with fake bleached blond hair, and bad teeth said into the intercom.
I unbuckled myself and grabbed my carry on bag. It was fucking cold in Forks, and I'm not quite sure why I came back. I had been in Arizona for the last 2 months, visiting my mother. Although, I don't think I could have lived with her for much longer. Hearing her have sex at night with her boyfriend was starting to gross me out. I did miss the sun though. As I walked off the plane I felt slight rain drops. Thanks for the welcome home Forks, I missed you too.
I saw my father and made my way towards him. He was staring right passed me. What the fuck? "Um, Hi Dad."
His eyes went wide. "Bella? Oh my god, I didn't recognize you!"
I sighed. Great. "Yeah, I lost some weight."
"Bells. You look great." My dad said, amazed.
Okay, so I used to be chubby. It made my life in high school a living hell. Seriously. I had to be pulled from gym class for a reason besides my clumsiness. Lauren was the worst. She was so mean to me. I don't know what I ever did to anyone to be picked on that badly. I was shoved, name called, pranked. I mean any form of bullying you can think of, happened to me. I wanted to die numerous times in high school. Junior year was the worst, so by summer time I really needed the break. Forks was such a small town that I never would have been able to get away. So I asked my mom to fly me out for the summer.
Flashback
When I got to Arizona, the first thing I did was buy a pair of sneakers. I got home and I went running. I nearly died by the way. I forced myself to keep running, twice a day, every single day. Then I bought a pilates dvd, and that nearly kicked my ass. But, I did that, and running everyday. I didn't notice I had lost weight till nothing fit me anymore. When I went to the store to buy some new jeans the sales guy hit on me. Which creeped me out, a lot. I tried on a dozen jeans before I found my size. I went from being 190 pounds, to 110 pounds.
You would think I felt great, and in some ways I did. But, I still felt fat. I knew I wasn't, but I just forgot that I was skinny. I was still shy, and reserved. I guess that I still had the fat girl mentality. The idea of people finding me attractive was weird. I went to buy a bathing suit while I was still in Arizona, and there was a guy that followed me around the store. He kept offering to judge the bathing suits I tried on. I turned his offer down. I bought a bikini, and it looked okay. I didn't have any extra skin, lets thank pilates for that.
Then I went to the lake with my mom and her boyfriend, which would have been nice. Except they were attached at the face the whole damn time. I went closer to the water and laid out in the sun. I was way to pale, but my ability to tan was none. I felt someone watching me, and I looked up to this beautiful guy with blue eyes. He melted my heart.
"You're beautiful." He smiled.
I had no clue what to say to that. Thanks? I just awkwardly smiled.
"My names Kevin." He smiled.
"Bella." I replied.
"Beautiful. Hey would you want to walk with me?" He asked.
"Um, sure." I said slowly. I got up and wrapped my towel around my waist and started walking with him. We walked along the water, and we talked about random things. Stupid get to know you questions. Then things got personal.
"I've never had a boyfriend." I answered honestly.
"Come on! You have too!" Kevin replied in disbelief.
I shook my head. "No, I really haven't."
"Well there is definitely a catch." He replied.
"Yeah, well. I used to be pretty big." I looked away. All the memories associated with that were enough to make me cry.
I felt his hand run down my back. My blood lit on fire. "No one would ever know that now. You look great."
I blushed. "Thanks. So, um, next question."
He laughed. "Well your last answer already covers the virgin question."
I laughed. "Yeah, um. We don't need to go over that one."
He reached for my hand and linked our hands together. I smiled and we continued to walk.
End flashback
"Thanks Dad." I responded.
We picked up my luggage and loaded the car. I was really glad they didn't lose my luggage because it had all my new clothes that actually fit in it. We pulled up to our house, and absolutely nothing changed except for the red truck in the yard.
"Surprise." Charlie said.
"What?" I asked completely confused.
He pointed to the red truck, in need of a paint job. "That's for you."
Now, most girls would be mad that their dad bought them a truck this run down, and ugly. But I smiled, this truck and I had a lot in common. Don't judge a book by it's cover.
"Thanks Dad, it's great." I smiled.
"Well, you're last year in high school you should have your own ride." He replied.
I went up to my room and started emptying out my closet, throwing the larger clothes into trash bags. I hung my new clothes up, and changed into some sweat pants and a tank top. I slipped my sneakers on and grabbed my ipod.
"Dad, I'm going running." I called out.
"Okay, be careful Bells." He called back.
I rolled my eyes. He worried too much. I slipped the ear buds into my ears and started running for the path out back. I started thinking about school in a few days, that was going to be so much friggin fun. I thought about Lauren and quickly began running faster. I pushed myself to run right through my anxiety. I ran down the path and through the clearing. I was still running hard when I smashed into something. My headphones flung out of my ears and thudded onto the ground.
"Oh god, I'm sorry!" A guy called over to me.
I rubbed side that lightly throbbed from the impact. "That's okay. I'm alright."
I saw a hand reach down to help me up. I took it and pulled myself up.
"I'm Edward." He said.
I looked over at him to tell him my name. Well, thats just it, I looked at him. Then all of my words were gone. He had the most amazing green eyes that I had ever seen. I knew who he was, Edward Cullen. He was shirtless. Jesus, don't you realize its cold out here! Put a shirt on! Although, I liked him with no shirt on. He was fucking beautiful, and his voice made me get this funny feeling everywhere.
Edward
"Dude, pass the fucking ball!" Emmett shouted across the meadow.
I threw the ball and shouted back. "chill the fuck out!"
Rose and Alice we laughing. Emmett, Jasper, and I playing football usually got pretty intense. Then I looked at my girlfriend Lauren sitting there being a complete bitch. Why the fuck did I keep her around, it wasn't because I loved her. It was definitely not because my family loved her, because they told me so many times they were going to push her off a cliff. Other than the sex, we had nothing. I didn't even invite her here to watch us play football cause I knew she would be a bitch.
"Oh shit! Emmett look out!" I heard Rosalie yell.
I snapped my head over to Emmett, just in time to see him plow over a girl. Fuck! I ran over as fast as I could.
"Oh God, I'm Sorry!" I said to her.
I know she just got plowed over by Emmett, but I couldn't help check her out. She was fucking beautiful. Her body was amazing too. She was in a tight tank top that clung to her and made me dizzy. He sweat pants were slightly baggy and hung down low, and I fucking swear I could see her panties.
She was rubbing her side, Emmett got her good. I offered her my hand, which she took. When she stood up I introduced myself. "I'm Edward."
She looked at me for the first time, and hesitated for a minute before responding. "Bella."
I stared at her, and I really couldn't help it. Her long brown hair was up in a ponytail, but it probably was just short of touching her hips. She had an hour glass figure, and her hips were fucking sexy as hell. She had big brown eyes, and fulls pouty lips. She didn't have that fake orange tan most girls had around here. She was pale with a light glow. She was just so, wow. I had to vision puppies, because if I didn't everyone here was going to see how sexy I thought this girl was. I didn't even hear Lauren whining, and I didn't notice when she wrapped an arm around me.
"Who's your friend?" She asked with attitude.
"Hi, I'm Alice, this is my friend Rose. These are my brother, Emmett, and Edward. That's my boyfriend Jasper!" Alice hugged Bella. Alice always had a thing for being up in everyone's face. My sister was a really sweet girl, and was friends with practically everyone. She had this one girl that she was friends with freshman year, I couldn't remember her name though. She used to always talk about her, but she went away or something.
The girl smiled awkwardly. "Well, it was nice to meet you all. I have to finish my run."
"What the hell do you need to go running for? You're gorgeous." Rose smiled.
Bella blushed. Suddenly that's a really hot new sexy trait. Blushes are a must.
"Are you going to Forks High School this year?" Alice asked.
"Yup, Senior year." Bella replied.
"Oh! Us too! That's so great!" Alice jumped up and down. Bella laughed, and it was perfection.
"What's so great about it?" Lauren snapped.
"Ugh, could you shut up Lauren?" Rose snapped back.
"Well, I will see you guys at school." Bella smiled before placing her headphones back in and running off.
I watched her run off, because let's be honest, that girl had the best ass I'd seen in a long time. The only thing keeping me from running after her was Lauren's grip on me.
"Eddie, I want to go home." she whined.
"Then go home." I said and walked over to my friends.
I hated when she called me Eddie, she knew that. At one time, I liked Lauren. When I didn't know her, and she was cute, like a lost puppy. We started dating 2 years ago, and I regretted it 2 years ago. She became this mega super bitch. We had been dating for a week when she gave me head in the car. It shocked me, because I didn't even ask for one. Seriously she just did it, and of course I'm not going to say stop. Soon we were fucking, and at first it was good. Now it's work, I have a hard time getting off with her. She is blond and tall, with long legs. She is thin, and she's lacking in the chest, but has nice hips. She's attractive I just don't like her. Her lack of personality makes me sick.
"Wow, right Edward?" Emmett laughed smacking my shoulder.
I laughed. "Yeah man, wow is just the beginning of it.
Bella
I ran my ass as fast as I could away from the small crowd of people. I couldn't believe Alice didn't recognize me, we talked every day in Study Hall. I liked Alice, she was a genuinely nice person, and really considered me a friend. She was always inviting me places, which I was always declining. Alice was a short, maybe 5'2", girl. She was petite, and had a short pixie cut. Her eyes were green, like her twin brother, Edward. They were beautiful.
Alice was dating Jasper, the boy with the lost eyes. He was tall, thin, and pale. He had great skin, and crazy hair. He had a mysterious aura to him. He was perfect for Alice, he calmed her down. Kept her from floating into the sky. I could picture them married, kids, the whole bit.
Rose was dating Emmett. Emmett was a really big, football player. He was like a enormous teddy bear. He always had a shaved head, and for some reason I always wanted to touch it. Shaved heads feel nice. Rose was our super model in Forks. She really was beyond perfect. Rose was taller than Alice, which wasn't hard. She had long blond hair, that looked so silky. Her body was sinful, and her face was angelic.
I had never spoken to Edward, I don't think Edward had ever even seen me. Yeah, 3 years at the same high school together, but I was so good at avoiding him. Even back then I thought he was amazing. He had no idea who I was, Except for Alice telling him about me. Alice would always tell me that she wished I would meet Edward. She wanted him to date a nice girl. I laughed, like he would ever have left Lauren for me.
Edward was a dream, he was perfect. I knew that when I moved here to Forks. I was about to start my freshman year, and I left my mom so she could have sex with her boyfriend. It got old listening to it. Really, its just something you don't need to hear. I saw Edward's picture at my doctors office. Carlisle Cullen, my doctor and Edward's father. I would see him from a far, but always made sure he didn't see me. One reason is because wherever he was, Lauren was, and she was always ready to make my life hell.
Flashback
"Hey fat ass, wanna move so I can see the board?" Lauren whispered.
I stiffened in my chair. Why did she always do this to me, every day without fail. I held my tears back as best as I could. Like I would have chosen to sit in front of her, my own personal Hitler. I could hear her laugh with her friends, calling me names and insulting me. I was the first one to leave the room when that bell rang.
I walked quickly to the girls bathroom and shut myself in a stall. I fell to the floor and cried. I cried to the point that I couldn't breathe. I dug my nails into my head and grabbed my hair. I hated my life, I wanted to die. I just wanted it to all end, and there was no way out for me.
End Flashback
I wiped the fresh tears from my face. That was all behind me now, I was strong, and I could stand my own ground. I would be okay.
I ran back to the house and into the shower. The water burnt my skin and it felt so good. My skin turned a light shade of pink, and it eventually went numb from heat. I was relaxed and my thoughts were on so many things. I thought about Edward today, and then I thought about Kevin.
Flashback
"Listen, you can't be so shy Bella." Kevin smiled.
"I'm sorry." I replied.
"You say sorry too much."
"I know, I'm so-...oops." I replied.
Kevin smiled and brushed the hair from my face. "Listen, we don't have to do this. Just because you're leaving tomorrow doesn't mean we have to have sex."
"no." I said quickly. "I want to do this, I really do. I'm just nervous, I've never done this before."
"I know. I promise, I'll be gentle babe." Kevin said.
I laid back on his bed, and slowly unbuttoned my shirt. Kevin laid on top of me and we began kissing. We melted together and kissed with such passion that I felt it in my stomach. He kissed down my collar bone and reached his arms underneath me to unclasp my bra. I took a deep breath.
"Wait." I said softly
"what babe, are you okay?" Kevin asked.
"I'm okay, just...don't laugh." I said.
"Why would I laugh?" He asked confused.
I sighed. "Don't laugh at my body, it may not be perfect."
Kevin leaned down and kissed me all over. "Every. Single. Part. Of. You. Is. Amazing."
He kissed my breasts as his hand slid down playing with my panties. He grabbed me with such desire and I wrapped my legs around him. His fingers touched me softly, I was breathing hard and I felt so funny. He reached with both hands to remove my panties. He sat up and looked at me, completely naked and exposed.
"Fucking beautiful." He said.
He positioned himself on top of me, kissing me gently. "I want you to know, that even though you are leaving tomorrow, if you had said no sex I would still spend tonight with you. I'm glad I had the chance to meet you."
"I'm happy I can share this with you." I smiled.
He slowly entered me, and it hurt like hell. They make it look so easy in porn, and movies. I silently cried as he entered me, I couldn't stop. I was happy when he was completely inside and waited for me to adjust. He slowly picked up the thrusting, trying to be gentle. He was moaning and looked so lustful. I was happy to give it to him, but I honestly felt nothing but pain. I was not going to be able to get off, and I sure as hell didn't know how to fake it. He slowed down and sighed.
"Mm, that was good."
I nodded but remained silent.
He looked at me and said. "You didn't cum baby, let me help you."
Then he brought his mouth down my body...
End Flashback
I wrapped my body in a towel and went to my room to get ready for bed.
I was not impressed when my alarm went off in the morning, I was still sexually frustrated with last nights shower. I was actually impressed with the sunshine that creeped through my window. I walked to my closet and grabbed my outfit. Some black leggings, denim mini skirt, a black low cut tank top, and some black flats. I straightened my hair and brushed my teeth. I said good-bye to my dad and walked out to my truck, preparing myself for the day. It sure was going to be interesting.
I pulled up to the crappy shit box, with nothing but bad memories. This will be different, I will be okay. I reassured myself. I took a deep breath and opened the car door. I walked towards the school and blasted my ipod. I refused to acknowledge any of them. So, yea it scared the shit out of me when someone grabbed my shoulder and turned me around.
"Bella!" The bubbly Alice squeaked.
"Hey Alice." I replied with a smile.
"So sorry I didn't get to talk to you more yesterday, my brothers girlfriend is mega bitch." She said.
"Alice. I know. God, it's me. Isabella. You know swan?" I said in disbelief.
"Oh my God! No fucking way! Bella you look so awesome!" She jumped up and down, and hugged me.
I laughed. Still peppy . "Thanks. Now, lets get to class."
We linked arms and walked inside together.
Edward
"Edward let's go! I don't want to be late!" She yelled.
"Alice, I love you, but chill out." I mumbled.
She pulled me towards the Volvo. "I want to get there early so I can show the new girl around!"
The new girl. Fuck I hadn't forgotten about her. How could I? She was fucking beautiful. I had envisioned her later that night, and she haunted my brain. I was in the middle of fantasizing when Tanya called my house.
Flash back
"Hi Eddie, I miss you." Tanya cooed.
"Please don't call me that, you know I fucking hate that name." I snapped.
"What's your problem? Lauren denying you some sex time again?" Tanya asked.
"No."
"Can I come over?" Tanya whined.
"No. I don't think so." I replied.
I could hear her tantrum begin on the phone. " Eddie you haven't fucked me in like, a month. You aren't serious about Lauren and I wont tell her."
I could have said yes, come over and suck my dick. I could have used her and got off. But whenever I thought about it, I saw the new girl Bella. I saw her running away from me, and her perfect ass. Best. Better. Wow. I saw her beautiful mouth, and sex eyes.
"Tanya, we wont be fucking anymore." I said without thinking.
"Yeah. Alright. Sure, see you in a few days Eddie." Tanya laughed.
End Flash back.
"Earth to Edward! I want to go now!" Alice danced around.
I nodded and got into my car. On the way to school all Alice talked about was how pretty she thought Bella was, and she was so excited to show her around. I had to laugh at my sister, she really was a social butterfly. We hadn't come to a stop yet when she opened her car door.
"Bye Edward! I see her walking!" Alice chimed as she ran away.
I turned the car off and followed Alice with my eyes. There she was she looked even more amazing than the other day. Her clothes clung to her body, and she must have been wearing a push up bra. Unlike the other day her chest was full, perfect. I love everything about this girls body, she was so sexy. My sister linked arms with Bella and they began walking off. I went to get out of my car only to turn my head and see Laurens face in my window.
"Holy shit!" I jumped. "You scare the shit out of me."
"Sorry baby." She smiled.
I groaned inside, this was going to suck. I look at my girlfriend and I want someone else.
So whenever I got out of class, I saw Alice walking with Bella in the hallway. But, we seemed to be heading to the same classroom, and I felt my heart thud, and my hormones race. Sex Ed, awesome.
"Ew. I don't want to take this class with you!" Alice said.
"Same here, believe me." I said to Alice, but stared at Bella.
"Eddie! We have Sex Ed together! This will be so fun." Lauren smirked.
"Shit." I mumbled, but Bella smiled. She must have heard me.
We were interrupted. "Everyone take your seats please!" Mrs. Berk called.
Instead of desks, Mrs. Berk had 6 large round tables, they sat 6 people. Alice, Bella, Lauren, Emmett, and myself were at a table together.
"Alright I'm going to call your name, and just say 'here' if there is a nickname your prefer please correct me." Mrs Berk said to us.
She went through the attendance, and I didn't pay attention much.
"Lauren Malloy."
Lauren giggled. "here."
"Isabella Swan."
That's it! That was Alice's friend. Chief Swan's daughter. I remember she was a nice girl. I finally remembered who she was. I scanned the room for the chubby, kind hearted girl, with sad eyes. So you can fucking picture my shock when...
"Here" Bella, the 'new' girl called out. "It's just Bella."
The room erupted into whispers, and my mind was racing. Holy shit.
"No fucking way." Lauren said completely stunned. "Hi, Bella!" Lauren was suddenly practically in Bella's lap and trying to be chummy.
Bella went along with it, because I think she didn't have a mean bone in her body. Lauren was inviting her to hang out with us, and that was bad. Because I was going to have a hard on, and Lauren was gonna get the wrong idea. The rest of the class passed by slow, and when the bell finally rang I really needed a minute. I walked down the hall with my book in front of me to hide myself. I locked myself in the bathroom stall. Bella, you will be the fucking death of me...