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Note: Let us say that Squall never showed Rinoa any love, but he loved her, you get the idea.....
~*Touching A Heart*~
Chapter 1: She found out....
Note: THIS FIC IS DEDICATED TO YOU, ASHBEAR!!!!!! And all the Rinoa x Squall lovers out there......
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"Bye Squall!" Rinoa waved to him as he stepped out of her dorm, he just gave a weak wave back to her, "Bye you guys!" she yelled after them as they walked down the hall to there specified dorms. The gang waved back. They had just finished a two hour study period for the final in the class 'Weapons', by this time most of them were exhausted from typing and reading so much. Rinoa returned her body into the room and shut the door as she began to walk to the computer to turn it off. She pulled up her small yet soft chair from under the desk, sat down, grabbed the mouse, dragged it to start, but just as she was about to click 'Shut down' something caught her eye, it was a disk someone had left here. Curiosity taking over her she inserted the disk into the drive, when the disk file came up she clicked the one and only file on the disk. The beggining was:
'Squall Leonhart, 10/8,'
Well now she knew it was Squall's, being so interested in what Squall had wrote she scrolled down to look at the rest, it read:
'Today I am heading to Rinoa Heartily's dorm room for a study get together, but I'm just gonna study here so I won't have to study there, I'll just stare at Rinoa the whole fuckin' time! I can't pry my eyes away from her, I wish I could be nice to her, just once, but something isn't permitting me, I guess I'm scared of being rejected by the one i've longed for for so long. It would be crushing to know she didn't feel the same way. Sometimes I'll dream of touching her lips with mine, dumb I know, but it feels so nice to think that. I may seem like a pshyco but sometimes i'll listen to her giggled as she would play with her weird dog, Angelo. Luckily my room is right next to hers so I moved my bed beside her room and listen to her.'
'How cute!' she thought as she leaned forward in her chair to read the rest.
'It's hard to remember that I had to stay cold around her, shes so nice and I feel so guilty when I don't show it back. And when ever she might brush into me I'll get butterflies in my stomach, is that love? I wish I knew, so much would be answered if I did know. Sometimes I'll gaze down at my fingers and remember the time I gave her my ring, when that happened, did she want us to be together? I didn't want 'us' then, but, but now I wish had given her this ring as a symbol of how much I love her, not just so she could have it or see it for awhile. It's interesting to see what thoughts I keep to myself I bet, that's why I'm writing this stupid thing, so when Rinoa or anyone else reads this they will know how my mind works. Does Rinoa have to be so nice to me? I never would have fallen for her if she wasn't so damned nice, but I like that side of her she-' but she was interupted by a knock coming from the door.
"Who is it!?" she called out lifting her head away from the computer screen.
"It's Squall!" he yelled back. Her eyes widened.
"Uhhhhh-one minute!" she called back getting the journal off the screen, and shutting down the computer, thinking quickly to stall her some time she called back to him, "I'm really tired, can this wait for tomorrow!?"
"Fine" he called back and walked away.
'I love you to' she thought silently..........
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