I know life is not fair and we can't always get what we want. But at this point in my life I didn't imagine my life to be this crazy. Is like my life was never meant to be, I can't believe that a child should suffer so much. And when you about to give up, something big happen that change your life around and even if it is short term you still have hope that everything is going to be alright.
Right now I am laying down in bed just hoping that this year at school would be a good year compare to all the years that I have gone through. That I actually make some friends and I won't be the odd kid. The one that everyone talks about, abuse and treat like worst than garbage. Is enough that I have to go through all the shit at home. But school should be safe. It should be an escaped of all the stress and the cruelness of reality. But why I am kidding myself I know that not true.
I was pull out of my dazed when my foster mom called me to get ready to go to school. I been in so much fosters home since I was seven years old that I lost count. I just been with them for a few weeks now and so far is not bad. My foster mom seems like a nice lady. She works a lot so she hardly here and when she is here she doesn't like to be bother. But my foster dad is the one you have to watch out for. He drinks a lot and he can't keep a job and when he gets angry he gets really violent. I stay away from him because I don't want to get caught in the middle plus I don't want him to do something to me and they won't believe me because they said I am the trouble teenager that no ones wants.
After I got ready, I ran to the bus stop. We got to Grant High School and I was excited. I was amazed on how all the students fit in. They had theirs friends, nice clothes, and their new cells phones. I was envious of them. But I know that I shouldn't ask for much, knowing that I would never have that, and I should be glad that I am even alive. I get to my locker and I put my books in and grab the one that I needed for class. I walk to class and pick my seat. At lunch I chose a table and started to eat when two girls came up to me.
"Hi, I am Lauren and this is Madison"
"What your name?" Madison said.
"I am Amy…Amy Weathers."
"Nice to meet you Amy, Can we sit with you?" Lauren said.
"Of course" It looks like I might have some friends.
"So you are a sophomore?" Madison ask
"Yes! And you guys?"
"Yeah us too" Lauren said
"Let compare schedule to see if we have any classes together!" Madison said
Apparently we each had four classes together and we agree that we would meet every morning to go to class together.