A/N: I'm in a sad mood so..here we go....=^^=
DISCLAMER: I don't own Inuyasha or the characters.Nor do I want to XD
I look out my window into the bright day but it doesn't seem so bright to me.It can't anymore. I came home today from the past and felt my heart sink. I saw him and her kissing. That is the last time he betrays me. I don't want to have anything to do with him.
I love him and will always love him but her, I don't hate her for there is not place in my heart for that. I'm jelous of her.I know that for sure but hate is something I can't understand.
He loves her.I'm happy for him that he's found someone he truely loves even if it's not me I'm glad to know he's in love and probably will be forever since Love lasts that long and sometimes even deeper. She dead..i know that...She's not really there....but he loves her anyway.I can't take that away from him.I can't do anything about it.I guess you could say I'm helpless but I don't know.
I fell on my kness today but, I knew he wasn't going to come. It was at home that's why and, i'm still in the same position as I have been for the last hour,on my knees.Scraped and cut. In a prayer postion that I can't move from for if I do I know I will break threw with my feelings.
Mother is not home.Souta is not home.Nor is my grand father. I'm all alone.As usual but I'm going to get used to it for now I am alone in the world. The jewel is practically compleat and so I don't need to return.
Kikyou.....why do you hate me so much.I can't hate you but you can to me. You've cut me so deep now Kikyou. you saw me hidding behind the tree.I saw your eye's glare at me in a happy and get lost way. Why
Kikyou........Why.... You hate me so much you would make someone I love turn against me. Is that your plan? I see it all now.You dead bitch. You wanted to hurt me.You planed it all out. First you would comeback un- willing but you would as a clay figure.You didn't know it at the time but,once you saw me,your heart filled with anger because I looked like you and I was with Inuyasha but, still that is no reason. No it's not but, you though it was. You kept making him go against him by drawing him to you. your stupid soul stealers keep you alive....
Hey wait......Your not real. You ...You....my god. What have you done.This just you want me to do go and never come back...that's your plan. Well I'm not going to fall for it.
Look Kikyou. I'm up now.I'm moving.My tears are frozen and not coming out my eyes. Do you see or do just not care. I'm walking down my stairs now at a fast rate.It's not painful to get out of my front door and have to go back to your world...where you are crule and forcing Inuyasha to hell. Can't you see he doesn't want to go.
I'm by the well and I'm going to jump in and nothing is going to stop me. I have a plan to Kikyou.I kept a piece of the shard so it would never be compleat! Yes I did it...how crule isn't it! The magic of the well has brought me to the bottom. I have a smile on my face Kikyou...can't you see.I'm not sad or mad.I'm happy.I have true feelings of happiness unlike your fake smiles and feelings.There clay.There nothing to me.I'm out of the well now. I'm not going to let you take Inuyasha away..I love him..and will more than you ever will.Thanks for making me more aware of life and your game........
A/.N: DID YOU LIKE IT! Its from Kagomes point of veiw unless your made of clay didn't figure it out.. XD..I'm sorry.please review!!!PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!!!!!!!!!
I look out my window into the bright day but it doesn't seem so bright to me.It can't anymore. I came home today from the past and felt my heart sink. I saw him and her kissing. That is the last time he betrays me. I don't want to have anything to do with him.
I love him and will always love him but her, I don't hate her for there is not place in my heart for that. I'm jelous of her.I know that for sure but hate is something I can't understand.
He loves her.I'm happy for him that he's found someone he truely loves even if it's not me I'm glad to know he's in love and probably will be forever since Love lasts that long and sometimes even deeper. She dead..i know that...She's not really there....but he loves her anyway.I can't take that away from him.I can't do anything about it.I guess you could say I'm helpless but I don't know.
I fell on my kness today but, I knew he wasn't going to come. It was at home that's why and, i'm still in the same position as I have been for the last hour,on my knees.Scraped and cut. In a prayer postion that I can't move from for if I do I know I will break threw with my feelings.
Mother is not home.Souta is not home.Nor is my grand father. I'm all alone.As usual but I'm going to get used to it for now I am alone in the world. The jewel is practically compleat and so I don't need to return.
Kikyou.....why do you hate me so much.I can't hate you but you can to me. You've cut me so deep now Kikyou. you saw me hidding behind the tree.I saw your eye's glare at me in a happy and get lost way. Why
Kikyou........Why.... You hate me so much you would make someone I love turn against me. Is that your plan? I see it all now.You dead bitch. You wanted to hurt me.You planed it all out. First you would comeback un- willing but you would as a clay figure.You didn't know it at the time but,once you saw me,your heart filled with anger because I looked like you and I was with Inuyasha but, still that is no reason. No it's not but, you though it was. You kept making him go against him by drawing him to you. your stupid soul stealers keep you alive....
Hey wait......Your not real. You ...You....my god. What have you done.This just you want me to do go and never come back...that's your plan. Well I'm not going to fall for it.
Look Kikyou. I'm up now.I'm moving.My tears are frozen and not coming out my eyes. Do you see or do just not care. I'm walking down my stairs now at a fast rate.It's not painful to get out of my front door and have to go back to your world...where you are crule and forcing Inuyasha to hell. Can't you see he doesn't want to go.
I'm by the well and I'm going to jump in and nothing is going to stop me. I have a plan to Kikyou.I kept a piece of the shard so it would never be compleat! Yes I did it...how crule isn't it! The magic of the well has brought me to the bottom. I have a smile on my face Kikyou...can't you see.I'm not sad or mad.I'm happy.I have true feelings of happiness unlike your fake smiles and feelings.There clay.There nothing to me.I'm out of the well now. I'm not going to let you take Inuyasha away..I love him..and will more than you ever will.Thanks for making me more aware of life and your game........
A/.N: DID YOU LIKE IT! Its from Kagomes point of veiw unless your made of clay didn't figure it out.. XD..I'm sorry.please review!!!PRETTY PLEASE WITH A CHERRY ON TOP!!!!!!!!!