What am I…? This question haunts me every day…When I go to sleep on my plain white bed it's there! When I go to the fluffy seat covered toilet it's there even when I'm having dinner on my white plastic table this question is constantly lurking in the deepest darkest corner of my mind…waiting for a way to come out… to surface. When I go out looking for Shen-Gon-Wu is it because I like the thrill of the chase? Is it because I need these powerful objects to prove myself? Or is it something more…?
Maybe I don't have a purpose in life maybe I'm worthless… a worthless momma's boy A momma's boy that's what they call me but the truth is my mothers dead…she died in child birth my birth my fault it's all my fault… Always my fault! Always taken for granted ALWAYS!!!!!!!!
I slammed my hand down on the white cushioned walls and began to cry into it tears of…pain I slowly slid down the wall every inch I slid was like sliding further and further into the darkness down…and down…down. I needed to get out so I went over to the door and tried to open it…it was locked! I started banging on the door and almost immediately a calm looking nurse came and opened the door and said
"What's wrong Mr. Spicer?"
"I can't get out!" I said frantically
"Mr. Spicer you need to go and sit," She said staring straight into my eyes but even as I turned around I could feel her eyes boring into my back.
"This may be hard to swallow Mr. Spicer but you have a rare mental disease which is what we call short term memory loss,"
"Okay," I said her words not sinking in properly until realization finally hit me
"YOU MEAN I'M INSANE!"
"Yes Mr. Spicer if that is how you would like to thinks of it," She replied with a blank expression like she had heard this 1000 times before
"C-can you tell me what happened?" I replied shakily
"Of course," She said beckoning me to sit down
"You were in a Xiaolin Showdown with a girl named Kimiko you made a sexist comment that made her anger rise to an unbelievable level and she hit you on the head so hard that…well…you know the rest,"
I stood there with my mouth agape and said
"Why would you tell me you aren't allowed to tell patients what happened to them,"
"You'll see," She said exiting leaving me to wonder…
What am I?
RK4eva: Did you like it? I tried to do something different
Jack: I loved it!
RK4eva: Only because it was about you!
Jack: Yeah I know
RK4eva: You sound like Hayden
Hayden: That mamma's boy is nothing like me
Natalie: Yes he is can't you see the resemblance
RK4eva: Yeah it's kind of hard to miss!
Eden: Agreed!
Hayden: Hello you best friend!
Eden: Like I care!
Hayden: Some friend
Jack: That story was so cool!
Everyone: JACK SHUT UP!
Natalie: Read and Review ppl!