This Means Everything

by Loyal FN2199

Wrote this and I just need it out there...

I've never felt so unwanted.

My life up to now has been nothing but a joke in God's eyes

My family has been stricken with death

My friends hate me

I lost my best friend

And I'm digging myself a grave each day

There's nothing I can do anymore. My life means nothing. I have nothing

These thoughts in my head of death and sadness are too heavy on my mind

What do I do, if anything?

I try to end the suffering, but I can't

I'm not strong enough to do

No I'm too weak

I deserve nothing only pain

There is nothing I can do

Standing, Crying

Sitting, Crying

Talking, Crying

Listening, Crying

I don't show my emotions, but people know. They just don't ask, or even care

I write this knowing that no one will read and no one will listen

There are plenty like me, but we go unvoiced

This adds to our pain

This means nothing

This means nothing

This means nothing

This means everything.