Hi fellow seddie shippers! this is my first iCarly fic and as you already know, it's kind of a seddie one or at least is what i think should/will happen. If you see some typos or grammatical mistakes it's because English is not my birth language xD if i made sam a little OOC i'm sorry but like i said, it's my first iCarly fic.

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-What just happened in there?-

-I kissed Freddie. - The door was shut before she realized what on earth did the brunette said. She was just standing there, looking at where her best friend's head was a second before; trying to comprehend what happened.

She was walking towards the corridor, dressed like she was going to a war, helmet over her head… when she saw Carly exiting from the Benson's house with a nervous face, Freddie's mom's screams could be heard and the door was thrown. She saw something weird was happening and Carly's erratic movements to enter to her house confirmed the blonde's thoughts. So she just asked what happened.

There she was, standing still in the middle of the corridor. Hundreds of thoughts racing through her head. She knew that since the accident Carly was spending more time with Freddie, and that she felt responsible for his condition but she never thought that the situation would lead her to feel something for the boy.

She felt weird and a little empty inside, she should be happy for their friends if they were going to have a relationship but she felt the opposite… like if someone have tore her heart apart. She turned around to face the Benson's apartment door, after all she wanted to visit Freddie before her Paintball War with Spencer, but when she took one step forward she lost the urge to do so. She raised her hand to knock on the door, but soon it returned to her side. She didn't want this… she couldn't face him now, something told her to go back to where she came from and to never go back. To leave the two of them alone, to not bother the new couple. Her face fell down, looking at her combat boots. A frown forming on her face, expressing what she was feeling inside.

She decided to leave the corridor; she would text Spencer to meet up at the Paintball Game place. She couldn't face Carly again. Not after knowing that both of them shared a kiss from the same guy. And maybe that was what was hurting her more. The fact that she never thought that Carly would give in to Freddie's supplicates. Freddie's supplicates.

She noticed a little tear rolling down her cheek and then it hit her. She was in love with the dork. She was in love with Fredward Benson and she just lost any hope of getting to be with him, because her best friend just kissed him and there was no way he would say no to her.

She saw the tears staining the carpet bellow her feet and then, she started to run… far away from that corridor, far away from her best friend, far away from her crush, far away from that fire escape ladder that held all the promises and dreams of a better life.

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this is officially my shortest story ever xD

please, reviews!!! i could write another story if you think this was good x3

see ya!