Oh.. I don't own Bleach...whatever... Yeah! I've been waiting for this moment for 2 weeks that's because I believe this story will be my best story among the others...and you know what? TODAY IS HITSUGAYA'S BIRTHDAY!!! well HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM and here's the first chapter of Based on a Dream enjoy! XD

I was standing in front of the door with my backpack in my hands. With a great determination, I turned to look at the apartment I've been living with my family for years. Putting my backpack on, I started to count with my fingers, to be sure that I had everything that I need:

pocket money I've been saving? Checked!

2. Passport? Checked!

3. Clothes? Checked!

4. Personal ID? Checked!

5. Sunglasses? Checked!

and for the last

6. Map? Checked!

Taking a deep breath, I turned my back to the apartment. I can no longer turn back. I definitely can't. Hitsugaya Toushirou, here I am on my way to find you...

A bus at the bus stop which is in front of my house was waiting to take passengers... Hey! Wait for me! I was about to miss the bus but I ran at the max speed and got on. I sat on the seat, which was in the front row, with a relieved expression. I looked at the apartment from the window. Maybe someday I'll return to this place with Toushirou. As the bus started to move, I repeated in my mind that again and again: There is no turning back.

Putting on the headphones of my mp3, which my dad has bought for me as a present in the New Year, I chose the second opening of Bleach, full version btw. I remembered the Toushirou scene at the opening's video. You know when he runs on the water and Ishida tries to shoot him but Toushirou's too quick and dodges them easily. Yay I love him he's so cool. I closed my eyes and tried to remember the scene properly. I asked myself : How can I be sure that Hitsugaya Toushirou doesn't exist? That Bleach doesn't exist?I was so drawned in my thoughts I barely noticed I got on the metro. At least the direction is true, I'm going to city center. I'm going to begin from there. I'm going to find the answer to all these questions and I'm sure all the answers will be the same: Yes, they exist.

When I stepped to the city center, I took off my headphones. I have to be more careful, I have to look carefully to every single person. After walking for hours I heard my stomach growl and realized that I'm hungry. I began to look for a café or something that sells food. Right at that moment I felt a hand softly touching my shoulder. God, is this possible? When I was looking for Hitsugaya, he found me instead? Could such a thing be possible?I turned my back with full of hope and the person I saw infront of me was Cham. My God, that's one of the animators I've met last summer. Hmm, tall, with long yellow hair, bright blue eyes and tanned skin. Seem he's still that silly man I've met last summer. Definately no diffrence. "Are you looking for Hitsugaya?" Did I hear right? Did he just ask me that question? I'm sure that I'm looking at him wit a shocked expression and I'm pretty sure I didn't tell anyone that I'm leaving to search for Hitsugaya. "Are you looking for Hitsugaya?" The same question again. What should I say? If I say yes, how will he react? With an impatient expression, he asked me another question: "Why are you looking for him?" I opened my mouth and closed it again with shock but my voice didn't come out. What if he forces me to return home? I felt his hand (which never left my shoulder as we were talking) grabbed me tightly. "Forget him, come to me." he said looking directly at my eyes. I didn't know what to say. "He's not someone worth you, you just want someone to love you, right? I will love you." God is this really happening? What's this man babbling about? At last I found the courage to talk and said "I only want Hitsugaya, no one else." He looked at me with sad eyes. "I will love you." He said and catched my arm. I felt terrified. He started to walk quickly, pulling me along. "Let me go!" I shouted. What will he do to me? I want Toushirou. I want him to save me. I fell to the ground. Cham started to drag me this time. Toushirou help me! And then it all went dark.

I opened my eyes and found myself lying on a lounge by a swimming pool.(A/N: 0.0 I want that too...) I looked around. This was the hotel, which I've stayed last summer. Around me, waiters were running around to serve the tourists. I was the only one lying on a lounge and with my clothes still on too. "So you're awake at last, welcome to the hotel. From now on we'll live here together." Cham said and sat on the lounge beside mine. If I only remember right this hotel was surrounded by metal hedges. That will make my escape difficult. Maybe I can escape from the front door. Cham guessed where my thoughts are heading said: "I'm sorry but you can't escape from here. The door's security has increased 3 times than before, and it's the same with the back door." I could feel the anger in his voice. I know he's angry that I'm still trying to go after Toushirou. But I can't help it. Toushirou is the only one that binds me to this life, nothing else is important. Even my friends laugh at me, thinking how foolish this is. There's only one person that understood me. She feels the same way towards Kuchiki Byakuya. Despite this, I didn't even tell her that I was going. I was afraid that she would stop me.

Cham's voice awakens me from my thoughts. "I put your bag to one of the hotel rooms. From now on you'll stay at that room. Here's the key of the room." He took out a card written Room No: 454. I didn't raise my hand o take the card. "Well then just sleep here." he said angrily and left. Good thing he left. I still couldn't believe it. The hotel which I had so much fun last year, that I didn't want to leave, had become a prison for me.

"There has to be a way out!" I said as standing up. I walk to the front door where the hotel welcomes their guests. The security has indeed increased. Even the tourists were waiting in a line at the entrance to check in. I quickly turned and continue to lurk around this goddamned hotels frontier. The hedge's really high, forget jumping it over, it's even impossible for me to climb. I walked towards the back door. Closed and sealed. Damn it! Cham must have done this intentionally! I thought and kicked the air.

I guess I will never escape from here and I'll never find Toushirou. I want to be alone. But everywhere's so crowded, everywhere's filled with people. I felt the waiters watching me. I have to find Cham.

After looking for him a while, I found him near the pool. He was staring at the pool thoughtfully. I don't care what he is thinking about. I ran to his side and grabbed his arm. I can barely keep myself from crying now. "Give me the key." I said with a cracked voice. He only looked at me, I know that tears had already filled the corner of my eyes. "Please, please give me the key."I said. He put his right hand in his pocket and took out the key of my room. I took it before he had a chance to show it to me and started to run towards the huge hotel building.

I knew that the room 454 is on the second floor from my last visit. I found the room easily, put the card on the door and opened it. I stepped in carefully and closed the door. The room seems really average. There's a double bed and a mini bar in the middle. On the left side there's a chair and a closet. Also on the right side there's the restroom. After I became sure that nobody's there I leaned my back against the door and started to cry aloud. This is not what I wanted. I didn't leave my home just to be alone.

Someone softly knocked on the door two times. I stopped crying immediately. I didn't make a noise, didn't move. I don't want to be disturbed and seen by anyone. "I know you're there. I don't want you to be sad. Please open the door." It's him, it's Cham again. It seems prisoning me is not enough, he doesn't even leave me alone. I didn't answer. "Come on, open the door." I kept my silence. This time I heard a "click" noise and the door opened on its own. Cham had pushed the door so hard that even I moved forcefully. I turned to face him. He too was looking at me. I stood up and yelled. "Go away! I don't want you here!" My voice had become hoarsed from crying, I can hardly hear my own voice. He came one step closer, I stepped back. He grabbed my arm. "I'm sorry, I didn't want to upset you." he said. I know the hot salty liquid is spilling down my eyes through my cheeks. He gently stroked my cheek with his hand, which was still before. I continued to look at him with questioning eyes. "Dinner's starting within 15 minutes. Wash your face. I'll be waiting at the dining room entrance." Then he left. I went to the bathroom to do as he said. While looking at the mirror, I touched the place, where Cham has touched before, on my face. Even when I'm like this, he didn't try to take advantage of me. I smiled at my reflection. Maybe he is indeed a good person.

I placed the card in my pocket and went to the ground floor. I've been late for 20 minutes. I wish Cham will be waiting for me like he said.

That's all for today... Oh she likes Toushirou so much that she ran away from her home. Will you do the same for him?