It's amazing how much I'm regretting as I lie in a pool of my own blood. If I would have kept quiet then none of this would have happened.

I can feel my blood freezing to the icy road beneath me. The smell of it overwhelms me and I choke on the scent that's caked in my nostrils. Then I remember- it's Christmas.

I think...I think Sollux was gonna take me somewhere. Get me something?

I don't know.

I'm not in denial. I know I'm dying

I hear someone. They're so far away but they're so close, too... They're calling my name.

I know I'm dying.

I'm okay with that.