If a butterfly lands in the palm of your hand, what will you do? You`re able to smash it… but you can also use your hands to protect it.
Green , blue and purple look good togather…
It`s late already. Kio`s probably sleeping…or maybe his silently watching me as always . I am painting the same picture. Colors are different, and the flowers too. They never look alike , but for me they are always the same …. Butterflies. I often draw them . Kio thinks it`s because I like bugs . He even asked me once…The truth is that I hate them . I hate, how it lets itself get caught easily , having its body pierced with pins, becoming a specimen ...
Always , when I paint butterflies I feel like I`m back in Ritsus room , standing silently with my hands on the gray walls, full of dead bugs . I wait for another painful blow of wipe and think how lifeless they look…. Dead beauty without soul. I wonder why Ritsu likes them so much . He continues to beat me and I greet my teeth , afraid to make a sound…to show any sign of pain. I feel so helpless in front of him…just like pinned butterfly which can`t fly away anymore. Sometimes when he looks at my face , he gently caresses my chick and says I`m beautiful… I don`t like to hear it.
Now , when I think about it again , I realize why I hate butterflies so much … it`s because I have become one of Ritsus specimens … even if I don`t want to , I belong to him.
A/N there are so many beutterfly specimens in my room. I was looking at them and suddenly got this idea. (I hate them now..) plz review ^ ^