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They say that autumn is "The beginning of the End". Leaves falling, air getting colder and people bustling, changing with the season. For me, autumn is all about feeling lost. Memories full of tears and regret.
I can still remember the autumn leaves falling slowly while we enjoy our walk through the park. Her hand, firmly holding mine, silently saying "I'm yours and you're mine". Walking side by side, enjoying the peace and serenity of the surrounding. Enjoying each other's company.
After walking, I sat at one of the benches to rest while she went to buy us some warm drink. But before leaving, she said,
"I'll be right back. Love you" while kissing me on my forehead and giving me her usual warm smile that never fails to make heart warm.
We've been dating a few months now. She never fails to make me feel loved. She always says 'I love you' in every way I know. Her being annoying, working hard, giving me surprises, those are the things she always do just to show me she love me.
I was just enjoying the scenery when a loud and long honk startled me. It came from a rushing truck. She didn't notice the truck coming to her direction. I tried to warn her about the trust. I ran as fast as I can hoping to save her life. When she finally noticed the truck, it was too late. Too late. All she could do is was look at the truck then slowly looked at me,
"Thank you. I love you." She said with her infamous smile.
I can't hear the noise, the people talking or the sirens coming from the ambulance. I can't think of anything besides thinking that this was all a dream. A very bad dream. Where I wake up, and find her sleeping beside me, hugging me, never letting go.
While the last leaves of the autumn fall, I can feel my heart shattering to a million pieces. My dreams crushing. Tears falling. I never wished anything in my life before this moment. I wish I can turn back the time to cancel our plans to day. To make sure she's still alive. I wish I was the one who died. That was the last time I saw her. I never went to her burial.
Eventually, everyone had moved on about her death. Except for me, I still can't believe the fact that she's gone. I'm still regretting not telling her I love her in her final moments.
Months have passed since then. Now I'm here, standing in front her grave. Staring at her name. Then a warm air engulfed me and made me warm just like her smile. It makes me feel warm and secured. She's watching over me right now. I just know.
I finally smiled and said, "Hey, Yuzu."
Hi guys. It's my first time making a fanfic. A story actually. So please review and be honest but be polite. I'm so sorry for the errors if there's any. I'm not really good in speaking in English. Bye!
-IntensifiedRainbow OUT!
