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Summary: It's been Five Years since G/S said their I Do's and they have been trying for the next step in their lives but is having a difficult time, will they get what they desire the most? or will the combination of their Temporary house guest, Grissom's secret and his insecurity break them? And what is going on with everybody else? Read and find out. AU Third in the Forbidden Love Series.

AN: Seeing as this is a continuation from forbidden Love and it's sequel you may have to read the first two to understand some scenes, people & Conversations.

AN #2: Things will become a little more interesting in this story, I don't want to give anything away but I am brining in some one from CSI: Miami to make life a little sticky for a couple, you'll know more as you continue to read.

AN#3: Also with the mention of CSI: Miami, a couple will be mentioned from there.
Seeing as I am a Ducaine fan I put them in. I realize that not everybody is a fan of the pairing but please be respectful of the couple I choose. I hope it doesn't keep you away from this story though.

Title: Forbidden Love: Flirting with Disaster
Genre: Romance, Angst, Drama, Hurt/Comfort
Rating: Low T
Time-line: 5 years after the sequel
Spoilers: none
Warnings: Mentions of miscarriage in first chapter, Mention of a very Minor Character death
Main Parings: GSR
Minor Parings: Catnip, Jim/OC, Greg/OC, Warrick/OC
Other Characters/Pairings: Peter, Scott/Brittany, From CSI Miami: Ducaine (mention only), Ryan Wolfe

Chapter 1: Crushing News

Grissom walks to his vehicle and gets in with a sigh he just walked out the doctors office with news that didn't favor him. He went there to check on his ears since they were showing signs of his hereditary condition but the problem was that he already had the surgery a few years before he came back to Vegas so if he losses his hearing this time it would be permanent. Thinking of that, Grissom puts his elbows on the staring wheel and puts his head in them and shook it he didn't know what he was going to tell Sara he loves her so much and he knew that she loved him but since they got together, well even before that he was always a little insecure especially when it came to their 15 year age gap, he sighs and thinks 'now she really is going to think I am old.'

He maybe only 46, going on 47 in 3 months but she is barely in her thirty's, his thoughts were interrupted by his phone he lefts his head and looks at the passenger seat and whispers to himself. 'least I still can hear the phone' he does another sigh and reaches for it, picks it up and saw that his wife was calling, he takes a breath, opened his phone, puts it to his ear and said. "Hi honey." He was hiding his emotions so he sounded upbeat.

"Hi, How was your doctors appointment?" She knew he was going to the doctors but didn't know which one.

Grissom takes a minute and said. "it was ok."

It was few minutes of silence then Sara said. "I went to the store."

"Did you get the test?"

"yes will you be here?"

"of course honey, I'll be right there."

"ok, I'll let you go so you can come home."

"Alright I love you Sara."

"I love you too." They said bye and hung up. He sighed one more time and started his vehicle to head back to his and Sara's house to see if she was pregnant.

They will be married 5 years next month and have been trying for a baby for the last two but it hasn't been going very well, She's had two miscarriages. After the first one Grissom wanted to stop trying and just adopt because seeing her with so much pain was very painful for him, but Sara wanted to keep trying because she was determined to have his baby, someone that looked like him and her but she mostly wished their baby would look like him, so they continued to keep trying and eight months ago they went through another one and it crushed them both. He just hopes that if she is pregnant this time, this is the one, he doesn't think they could go through another tragedy.

He pulled into the driveway of their new two story, two garage house that they got after they found out Sara was pregnant the first time. The house had a master bedroom with a bathroom attached, there was three additional bedrooms with a full bathroom upstairs. Down stairs they had a very big Living room, Dinning room, Kitchen, another bathroom and another room for an office. Out back was a big back yard, with a deck and a pool.

He opens the garage and pulls in on his side, shuts the garage door, turns the vehicle off, takes his keys out of the ignition and got out. He grabbed his briefcase from the back seat and walked to the door that led to the kitchen, opens the door, walks in the house and yelled. "Sara, I'm home."

He turns to shut the door, then sets the keys on the hook next to the door and walks in the living room. He puts his briefcase on the recliner and just when he was about to say her name again, she walked in the living room, they share a small smile and she says. "We just have to wait."

Grissom nodded, walked up to her, puts his arms around her and rubs his hand up and down her back for a minute, then pulls back and kisses her on the forehead, takes her hand and they walk to the couch and sit down, they sat in silence but still held hands.

After 10 minutes of waiting it was time to check the test she looks at him and he gives her hand a comforting squeeze, they get off the couch and walk to the bathroom that was downstairs and she walks to the counter to check the test.

Sara picks it up and looks at the results, she looks at him takes a breath and said. "It's negative, I'm not pregnant." She sets the test back on the counter, turns to him and gets into his waiting arms wraping her arms around his waist and started to cry.

Grissom puts his arms around her shoulders and holds her tight in his arms, he kissed her head and puts his cheek on the side of it, closes his eyes and thinks. 'I can't tell her about my hearing now I will tell her another time.' He shook his head of those thoughts and just holds her a little bit tighter and whispers comforting words.

5 minutes of crying in his arms she moves her head back but still had her arms around him, she looks into his eyes and said. "I'm sorry, I thought I was pregnant. it just must have been all the stress." She knew he was going through this just as bad as she was and she didn't want to bring his spirits up just to bring them back down and felt bad for doing it again.

He shook his head and said. "you have nothing to be sorry about, I am here for you always, no matter what." He stops for a minute and puts his hand on her cheek and said. "I know how much you want this baby, I love you and that's not going to change."

She nods her head and Grissom wipes a tear way and kissed her forehead again he pulls back and they both unwrap each other's arms. He takes her hand and they walk back to the living room and got comfortable on the couch, he lays down on his back with Sara on top of him with her back to the cushions, he puts his arms were around his wife protecting her and she laid her head on his shoulder, he kissed her head then put his chin on the top of it.

She sighs after a few minutes of silence and when he was about to ask what's the matter, she speaks. "You know how much I want this baby with you, but Grissom I don't think I can keep going through this." Sara takes a breath and sniffles then speaks before he could interrupt. "I think after one more try and if doesn't work, we should revert to Adoption or other options."

She started to sniffle some more and Grissom moved his head and looked down and Sara started to have tears again. He wish he could take all her pain away but he couldn't, so he did the only thing he could do, He comforted her, kissed her on the head again, held her tightly and said. "I'm sorry."

She stopped her sniffling and lift her head up so she could look at him and he looked ashamed, she shook her head and said. "why are you sorry?" She saw his eyes flicker for a second and she knew that he was blaming himself.

She puts a hand on his cheek and was about to speak but he puts a finger up to her lips and said. "A part of me can't help but feel like this is my fault if you were with a youn…"

Sara cuts him off. "Don't you even dare finish that sentence you and I both know that it has nothing to do with you or even your age, so just stop right there."
When they were first trying to get pregnant and were having problems they went to see a specialist and there was nothing wrong with him.

She gets up off of him and started pacing the room and mumbling math problems a sign that told him she wasn't too happy right now. He sighs and sits up he didn't mean to make her upset.

He looks at her and waits for her to calm down not wanting to make it worse, then after a few minutes, she stops pacing and looks at him and said in a calming voice. "And even if it did it doesn't matter because there is nobody else I want to have kids with biologically or by other means, ok?" The last part of that sentence was said through tears again, she just has been a leaky faucet today but anybody would understand.

Grissom gets up and wraps his arms around her again and said. "Alright, I am sorry Sara, I didn't mean to make you upset I just know how much you want a baby."

She nods and said on his shoulder. "I do but only with you, so you talking about me being with a younger man and having his kids is done got it?" He pulls back, looks at her and nods, she looks into his eyes and they were leaning forward and right when their lips were about to touch there was a knock on the door.

AN: I know sad first chapter. I don't know if his hearing problem could come back after the surgery but for this story it does. who is at the door? And what's in store for them? Will they get their baby? Please Review and find out more.

AN #2: Also if your a Ducaine fan and want them to be the center of a story you should check out and review my new story Picking up the pieces, it will have the characters from CSI: Vegas in there too, you'll know more once you start reading. But don't worry that story won't keep me from updating this one.