A/N: No school today!! Woohoo! Just a little drabble… see how it goes… please
Welcome our dear singer Kelly Clarkson!
Disclaimer: I do not own any JKRowling characters, neither do I own anybody
famous's anythings.
Seems like just yesterday
You
were a part of me
I
used to stand so tall
I
used to be so strong
Your
arms around me tight
Everything,
it felt so right
Unbreakable,
like nothin' could go wrong
Now
I can't breathe
No,
I can't sleep
I'm
barely hanging on
She turned away, away from him. "Don't touch me," she whispered when he made
an attempt to touch her arm.
"Hermione, listen to me." Ron started desperately as she headed towards the door.
"Listen to you? Why should I listen to you after you betrayed me, when you didn't listen
to me in the past?"
"Hermione-"
"Don't 'Hermione' me! How many times in a day did I had to listen to you lecturing me
for every single move I made?" Hermione yelled at him across the kitchen.
"I lectured you because if no one's going to watch out for you, you would have fallen
prey to many!" Ron yelled back.
"Well then, you can take your lectures and your big, fat, pompous ego to hell because I
am NOT going to marry you anymore!"
"How dare you! How dare you! You have no right to ask my son to go to hell! And don't
you ever think of marrying any of my sons after being touched by another!" Molly
Weasley screamed.
"In case you haven't notice, I said I didn't want to marry your beloved son and neither do
I want to marry any of your family members! And I wasn't touched by another! It was
your son who was touched and touched others, just 2 weeks before our wedding!"
Molly's face turned red. "He had a right to touch others! He did not touch you for a
whole month before the wedding and he had needs, just like many others! So do not tell
me lies about my son!"
"Did not touch me? He did not touch me for a month before our wedding? Splendid,
Ron! What did you tell your mother? He has been touching me every night before the
wedding! So-"
Molly Weasley's palm connected with Hermione's cheek, erecting a loud smack.
Hermione's head whipped to the side and a tear ran silently down her cheek.
I
told you everything
Opened
up and let you in
You
made me feel alright
For
once in my life
Now
all that's left of me
Is
what I pretend to be
So
together, but so broken up inside
'Cause
I can't breathe
No,
I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on
She stared out of the window, gazing at the cliffs while tears ran down her cheeks. It was
done, all the confrontations and accusations she faced. How heart breaking it had been
when she was accused of the same things by her own mother. How nerve wrecking it had
been when she was beaten and shouted at by her father.
She thought the Weasleys were her family, but how wrong she was. It was the same with
Ron, whom she thought of as her only love. She smiled bitterly.
All her life, she had been searching for the one person she thought would love and
cherish her. And she thought she had found him. But he slept with many weeks before
their wedding. He had bedded others while bedding her.
"Hermione?" Harry looked in to the big bedroom. She hastily wipe her tears away. "Hey
Harry," she greeted, fixing a bright smile on her face. She studied his concerned face, and
brightened her smile. Here was someone she didn't want to hurt.
"You alright?" he asked, placing the tray he had brought into the room on a coffee table.
"Sure, why not? I've never been better before." She exclaimed.
"Hermione-"
"I'm really alright, Harry. Now go on, I want to enjoy my dinner alone. Go on. I'll be
fine," she said, shooing him out of the room.
When she was alone again, she turned towards the window and the cliffs and cried
silently, alone.
Swallow
me then spit me out
For
hating you, I blame myself
Seeing
you it kills me now
No,
I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...
She rocked herself while standing on the top of the cliffs she had gazed at days
before. She was numb, and yet, she knew what she had to do.
Kneeling, she grabbed a handful of soil and scattered it over the edge of the cliff.
"You betrayed me, Ronald Weasley, making use of my fame. You mocked me behind
my back, while encouraging me in bed. You smiled at your only love seconds before
you said 'I do' in front of the priest. You were careless then. I saw you smile at her. I
saw you. Which was why I ran out of the church when the priest asked for my vows.
I ask God to give you kindness, understanding and humanity. I plead with Him to
forgive you of your sins. I wish you many babies, hours of Quidditch and most
importantly, everlasting love with Lavender. I love you."
She stepped forward, and let gravity pull herself towards the rushing water at the bottom
of the cliffs, her tears trailing after her, glinting in the golden sun rays.
Here
I am, once again
I'm
torn into pieces
Can't
deny it, can't pretend
Just
thought you were the one
Broken
up, deep inside
But
you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
The love I have for you shines brightly.
A/N: the ending's crappy I know. O wells. Review please. And many thanks
To psycho-girl101 for giving me the idea of a songfic and many thanks to
Kelly Clarkson for the idea of betrayal from your music vid of Behind These
Hazel Eyes.