He had changed.
He had become a cold blooded killer, hungry for her blood.
He would stop at nothing to avenge his brother, the one who he killed.
He wanted to destroy his home village, and everyone in it.
And that included her.
He had found a new girl that would follow him to the ends of the Earth.
Some weird red-head who was horrible at hiding her feelings.
But she would still do it.
No matter how many times she told herself she loved Naruto, she just didn't.
Not like that.
Naruto was second place, and he knew it.
But she saw the way he looked at Hinata, with a smile so bright even the sun turned away.
She recongizes it as love only because she only looked like that.
At him.
She has gotten to the point where she'll cover her ears and scream everytime someone mentions him.
But he'll never leave her thoughts.
He could hold a knife to her throat, which he's done before, and she would still be proclaiming her love for him.
And she wouldn't be telling a single lie.
She does think of him negatively, but does thoughts always fade away to positive ones.
"He tried to kill you."
"He's just really serious about his family."
"He's insane!"
"He's just afraid of his emotions."
You're too far gone.
You could have a knife to his throat, he would spit an obvious lie about how much he loves you, and you would fall for it.
Then he would stab you in the heart, or worse, get Karin to do it, because he doesn't want to get hands dirty.
Then they would destroy the Hidden Leaf and have beautiful beautiful children.
Why is it that the latter hurts more then the former?
Because the sun won't shine without him.
Because if he died first you would kill yourself.
Because the future with him is just so grim, you'll settle for thinking of the past.
When you were sure he was in love with you.
Well, maybe he was. But he fell out of love, and you'll never follow suit.
When he would hold you and kiss you and the world was right.
When he made your Grandma's death a good thing.
When he left, and told you he loved you.
When he returned to the village that one day and kissed you.'
When he never came back again, and the next time you saw him he was crazy.
Sasuke was your first love, he was your world.
He was like the sun in the same way Naruto was just the moon.
And you were just pluto, sad and drawn to the sun.
Left behind by the others.
Abnormal.
But, really?
He had moved on, and you hadn't. Bottom line.
He would kill you without a second thought, and that hurt.
And you would gladly let him.