Typical disclaimers, I own no one they own themselves. This is slash if you don't like don't read. This idea has been floating around in my head for a while. Since I've been experiencing huge writers block I decided to finally get this out and see where it goes. Hope you like it and if you do please review.
I take a deep breath at the knock on my cheap hotel room door. I glance around making sure it's at least presentable. Condoms and lube on the night stand check, bed neat check, and a glance in the mirror tells me I am looking okay. I lick my lips slowly and prepare for a few hours of my life to tick by slowly. The agency called and let me know a client would be showing up, I hated this calls just a reminder of how far my life had fallen in a few shorts years. At nineteen the last thing I should be doing is being an escort, well really that's the nice way of saying I sell my body. I remind myself this is just temporary, my day jobs covers my living expenses just barely. This is for something more, for chasing my dream, wrestling school isn't cheap and I need to go to the domain, I need training if I am ever going to be a star. I've been on my own long enough to know nothing comes free or easy, this is just a sacrifice I have to make until I start doing gigs that actually pay well. I shake myself from my thoughts and pull open the door, the man walks in and I take in the dreads and the nice ass. Thinking maybe this won't be so bad, when he turns to face me my stomach falls. He may not know me but I know who this man is, I glance down and check for a kilt but see he is wearing actual jeans.
I feel his eyes scanning me, checking over my body and I want him to stop looking. Raven is the last man I wanted to show up here, reeking of booze, a smirk on his face as he tosses me some money. "You eighteen kid?"
"Nineteen, want to see my ID?" He laughs and lays back on the bed. I tell myself this is okay, if I ever become big he won't remember me, it's not like I will ever have to work with him. He opens up his jeans and gives me a smoldering look.
"Get to work kid I don't have all night. I'm sure you can put that cute little mouth to use." A few hours later he leaves and I find myself in the shower sticky with his cum and my own. I usually don't bother to enjoy it but with Raven it was different, less work and more fun. I can still feel his lips on my skin, as he slammed into my body, still feel him touching me, stroking me to orgasm. I shake my head and wonder if he'll ever use me again, almost hoping he'd be a repeat costumer.
The Domain changed my life, not long after starting there I met Colt Cabana, he became my best friend and very slowly my boyfriend. Not long after starting there I moved in with Ace and quit the not so standup night job. It took a while but I ended up making some real money and now I am in ROH working with people I could never imagine. I've never told anyone about that part of my life, or the few nights I spent with Raven. Hell I never plan on telling Colt that I was once a prostitute really what good would come from that. Our relationship is good, but we've never confessed our undying love. It's comfortable and I'm sure it would change drastically if he knew the truth. Hell I'm sure everything would change if my friends and family found out.
Colt is making some lame joke to Ace his fingers running gently along my back when I feel my world freeze. I watch as the last man I wanted to see here makes his way to Gabe's office. "Punk…Punk….PUNKERS" I look to Colt and force a smile. "Are you okay?" I nod and take a deep breath.
"Was that Raven?" I nod towards Gabe's office and here ace chuckle.
"Yup, he just signed a deal. Thought you would have heard about it. He's here to meet the guys and figure out who he wants to work with." I nod and stand from the bench I had been sitting on. "You sure you're okay Punk?"
"Just need to use the bathroom Ace" I walk off trying not to run and hide, maybe he won't recognize me, I look different now. I splash cold water onto my face and try to get a grip on my spiraling emotions. When I finished with the agency he was the only regret I had, Raven had taken up to seeing me at least once a week the sex had turned more into friendship and late night chats. I wonder if under different circumstances if things would be different, I shake my head forcing those thoughts away. Colt is where my heart lies now, I can fully admit that we are good together and good for each other. The door to the bathroom opens and I glance over. I force myself not to react as Raven enters the room, he closes the door behind him leaning against it casually.
"Hey kid, names Raven." I know immediately he knows who I am. I do a quick check on the bathroom ensuring we are alone.
"Name's Punk, and I'm not a kid." A slow smirk slides onto Raven's face.
"No not anymore right Phil, I can still call you that, I mean with our past and the fact that I called you that for months seems odd not too." I lean against the sink, squeezing my eyes shut. The headache that is slowly forming behind my eyes causing me to see white spots.
"Whatever you want Scott, how you been?" I hear the click on the lock and the sound of his feet as he approaches me.
"Good, and you?" I would roll my eyes if they were open.
"Fucking fine, what the hell do you want Raven?" I can sense him standing in front of me so his fingers running across my cheek doesn't startle me. I pull back and spit out "don't fucking touch me I am not that person any longer." He chuckles and I open my eyes slightly.
"Alright, are you okay?" I bite at my lip not wanting to tell him anything.
"I'll be fine since the skull fracture I get migraines, it will pass. Though if I happen to pass out could you get Colt for me?" He steps a little closer but this time his hand grabs my elbow and I realize he is bracing me in case I do go down.
"Colt ho? The kid you were sitting with, who was marking his territory?" I sigh as the world spins behind my lids.
"Yes he was sitting with me, he's my boyfriend. Wasn't marking his territory." The hand on my elbow tightens slightly.
"Does he know about your colorful past?" I want to push his hand away but may actually need him to keep me steady, my breathing increases and I think I may be having a panic attack.
"Nobody knows, what the hell do you want Raven?"
"Calm down kid, I came in here to use the head. Though we do need to get together and discuss our story line. We are going to work together, should be a fun rivalry. Our past could make a good story line." My eyes pop open and I stare at him hoping he is joking.
"Are you fucking crazy?"
"From what I've been told yes, Relax kid really you look like you're going to topple over, I'm joking with you. Figured the whole straight edge work you've got going on would be a great feud. I'm not going to tell anyone your little secret." I glare for a moment before shutting my eyes.
"It's not a work, I'm straight edge." His chuckle fills my ears and he presses against me.
"Really so being a pro is acceptable in straight edge thought one night stands were out."
"We all make mistakes" I hiss and try to push him away. He steps back his hand still holding me up.
"So I'm a mistake interesting." I rub at my forehead with my free arm.
"I know shit about you that you wouldn't want shared either. Just keep your mouth shut Raven." I hear him chuckle and hate that his closeness is getting to me.
"Oh yes my sins confessed while I was fucking you through some cheap mattress. Don't worry Phil the past stays between us. Wonder if your ass is still tight, does your boyfriend appreciate it the way I did." I sigh and take a deep breath.
"Not playing your fucking mind games Raven, can you just do me a favor and go get Ace, or Colt." His hand disappears and I wonder if he actually is doing as I request I lower myself to the floor slowly hoping this migraine leaves as quickly as it hit me. I hear his retreating steps and the door open. A few minutes later I feel the comforting touch of Ace on my arm.
"Does this happen often?" Raven's voice fills my ears and I want to tell him to leave me the fuck alone.
"Not really only when he is under emotional distress. Did something happen?"
"Not that I am aware of I found him like this, came in here to piss. Nice to meet you both but I have other shit to do. Kid call me when you're feeling better we can get some dinner and discuss our story line. Gabe has my number." With that I hear the retreating feet and return my focus to Ace.
"Take me back to the hotel please." His hands guide me to my feet and out of the building. I hear footsteps join us and know Colt is there. I sleep away the rest of the afternoon waking at the sound of my cell phone going off. I check the text and look at the strange number knowing instantly it's from Raven. I don't kiss and tell kid, but secrets can keep us trapped and have a way of coming out even when we don't want them too. Let's go out tomorrow night, I think a date will be good for you. We both know you missed me. I save his number but quickly delete the text. Snuggling into Colt's arms I shake my head and wonder if the man actually expects an answer. He knows I'm with Colt so why would he ask me out, and why does part of me want to see what the hell his game is.