Whatever

Disclaimer: Digimon still are not mine *sigh*

Whatever

When I was little my parents fought everyday
I pretended I didn't hear the hurtful things that they would say
I would go to my room and cry
Even though I didn't exactly know why


And when mom took T.K. and split
It hurt me more so than I'll ever admit.
My father told me not to cry.
Truth be told, I think that I would rather die


I spent many days and nights, alone and scared.
Mom never let me know she still cared
Never once called me on the phone
I spent my childhood miserable and alone.


Dad was always at work
I guess he's always been kind of a jerk
And since mom never called.
Everyday I just sat and bawled.


I didn't want much for my birthday from her, even just a card.
But I guess that would have been too hard.
Maybe Dad will come home with a cake.
Or maybe a cake from scratch he will make


I guess they both just forgot
Lately, dad does that a lot
Happy Birthday too me.
I guess that's the way it just has to be.


I went to summer camp just for T.K's sake
and when I saw you, I just knew you weren't just a fake
Then we all were chosen to save the universe.
You were thrilled, to me this was just another curse


Lost and alone in the cold, things really looked bad
I still don't know why you got me so mad
about others you can care about with ease
And I am not the only one that sees


Crest of Friendship, what a laugh
obviously these jokers didn't do the math
If I represent friendship, the world is doomed
and the darkness in my heart loomed.


I turned against you because of a lie
and when I saw your face, I wanted to die
You were all ready to forgive
But I needed to think about how I wanted to actually live


I will start letting my emotions show
Maybe that's why I've been feeling so low
I said with a sigh.
And I finally let myself cry


And now I run to you, crazy fool
What made you think you could win this duel?
Over the ground Garurmon and I flew
Don't leave me before I tell you.......
I care too.