I'm back! Yayy

This story is called my love for you, it's the first story in the Chicago PD Linstead universe. I'm planning on writing more!

This story will be also be published on my wattpad _serienjunkie_

have fun and comment if you like it!

3 years ago:

"You don't know a good thing when you see it." Erin Lindsay told me as she failed again to set me up. But why does she always try to set me up?

But I know a good thing. As I saw her for the first time I felt connected with her.

"For sure I know a good thing when I see it." I told her. I know we are partners and there could be a possibility that it works or not. We will never know if we won't give a try.

"Sure Halstead" she said with a voice full of sarcasm.

"You!" I said and left the room. That wasn't was I wanted to say. But it felt good. I hope she will know what I mean.

Lindsay stand in the break room confused. What did he say?

You know it and you know what he means. Her mind told her.

No No No, that can't be no. We are partners and friends. Nothing more.

As Voight called she pushed those thoughts beside and they began to work.

It wasn't easy for both of them. Both thought about the talk they had in the morning.

Jay was worried that she doesn't feel the same and Erin thought about what he said and the true meaning behind those words.

"We need to talk." Lindsay grumbled. "I know. But not now." Answered Jay. "When then? Tonight at my place?" Erin asked. She wanted to have this cleared before tomorrow.

After work Erin drove them Home. Her home.

"Beer?" She asked as they were inside. "Yes please." Jay said from the couch where he sat.

A minute later Erin sat beside Jay and they drank beer. No talking.

Jay couldn't anymore.

"I know a good thing when I see it." He said, the same as he said a few hours earlier.

Erin haven't answered and Jay began to speak.

"You...Erin" that was the first time Jay said her first name. "You are a good thing...not that you are an object. You are kind and lovely. You can be a badass..." He wanted to continue but Lindsay cut him off. "What is the point Halstead?" She said firm and this wasn't good that she used his surname. She was stubborn and he wanted to change her point of view. But how? He needed an idea as soon as possible. She can't date this firefighter. He wasn't concentrated on the game anymore. He searched an idea for his plan. Then it hit him, maybe not the best idea but it was a beginning.

Every day one little note that made her smile, for 20 days, then he will show her his love.

Now it is 21 days before their first wedding day and he wanted it to be special. Real special. That no one did before. Then it hit him like a brick. She loved the notes he made for her. But it can't be the same notes.

It was Saturday afternoon and Erin was out shopping.

Jay sat at the table in the dining room with paper in different colors, pencil case and a notepad. In the background you could hear the silent notes of All of me from the sound system they had in the living room.

Jay thought and though over half an hour what he could write on the notes.

1. You are beautiful
2. Smile!
3. You are kind and lovely.
4. Aaron (Their son)
5. Amelia ( Their daughter)
6. 26.06.2014
7. Mollys
8. Vacation
9. Work
10. House Husband
11. First Date
12. Kim and Adam
13. Proposing
14. Arriving
15. Surprise
16. Birthday
17. You and me
18. Perfection
19. Undercover
20. Voight