Disclaimer: I don't own Glee
Hello Everyone! I'm new here. This is my first time to write a fiction. I don't have any idea where this story will lead to, so "don't ask". Lol! Tell me what you think about it.
I'm novice to this kind of stuff. This is going to be very challenging for me :)
Scene: After "On my way"
Sam was standing anxiously outside the emergency room. He had been staring through the glass window for hours, his eyes were fixated at the doctors who were trying to revive the life of a young blonde girl who's body laid in front of them. He was clenching his teeth and his eyes were turning red. He folded his arms across his chest so as to keep his hands from trembling. A surge of images of Quinn flooded into his mind. It went from one image to another, showing different phases of their relationship. From their practiced duets in the astronomy room where she backed off from his advances of wanting to kiss her, to their first date at breadstix where she complimented of how cute he looked like with his lemon juice hair, then to their first kiss on a lounge chair at his house..telling him to say her name. He also remembered Quinn's beaming red smile when she proudly told him they were officially together, wearing his ring on her left finger as she walked away from him. He had not forgotten how scared she was before they sing lead at Sectional last year, her hazel eyes floured with an uneasiness and vulnerability. And then, the last image was when she was standing in front of him with a sad looked upon her face, asking him to take her back.
"I want to be with you, Sam"
It had been a year since they broke-up but the pain of betrayal continued lingering in his heart, this stopped him from re-kindling his feelings for her. He didn't want to be away from her. Quinn was the one he wanted and hoped for. He never wanted to break-up with her. He never wanted this..
Sam continued to watch closely as one of the doctors reached out for the defibrillator and placed it on Quinn's chest. An electric shocked run through her body, lifting her off from the hospital bed. Sam could feel his heart beating faster than usual, his hands were sweating profusely. He wished he could stay beside her bed, caressing her face, holding her hands close to him but he couldn't. He tried shouting her name but no audible sound came out.
"Dear God!" Rachel eyes widen, her tears started to fall and her voiced sounded panicky. She was standing next to Sam, her face was turning pale while her hands covered her mouth. Her breathe was getting heavier by second. Finn stood behind her, wrapping his arms around her shoulders and calming her down.
"Quinn!" Sam found his voice again, it echoed in every corner of the hospital' walls. His voice was forceful, trying to reach the blonde girl who was laying inside the emergency room. He knew in his heart, he still loved her. Three months ago, Quinn tried to reach out for him but his heart was hard as stone. Yes, there were friends but that was basically it. He knew in his heart he was lying. He could feel he wanted to be more than friends with her, she also wanted him back but he refused to do so. He tried to ignore his feelings for her, those strong feelings which made him happy... those powerful emotions which completed his existence...those feelings which kept him alive everyday thinking about her... "How? How can i love and hate her at the same time?" He snapped himself out of daze, "No, he doesn't hate her", "He never did". Sometimes, he hated himself for being so f**cking insensitive and immature.
"Wake up!" Sam struggled to shout louder even though his chest started to constrict. He stood there helplessly.
After waiting for three hours, a male doctor came out from the ECU holding the patient's medical record. He was in his late 50s, 5'7 feet tall, gray hair with an expressive green eyes, stocky built, somewhat strictly odd looking with a thick mustache on his face. He went directly to Emma, who seemed to be the only adult standing near the emergency door.
"Are you the guardian of Ms. Fabray?" The doctor asked with a pensive look.
"No, I'm the guidance councilor at her school, Is she going to be okay?" Emma kept her voice low but her face tensed. Sam and Rachel were standing behind Emma listening attentively to their conversation.
"I'm afraid, not" The doctor lifted Quinn's medical record, examining her CT Scan and X-ray results.
Shortly, Mr. Shue came with Quinn's mother, Judy. They rushed towards the emergency room where they met Emma, Finn, Rachel and Sam talking to the doctor.
"Excuse me, doctor!"" I'm Judy, the mother of the patient. "Can you tell me the condition of my daughter?"
I'm Dr. Bennet, the attending physician. He paused and...
"Mrs. Fabray, I'm afraid that your daughter has suffered a major brain injury plus 3 broken bones, her right pelvis, left leg and right forearm. She also had some bruises on her forehead, right chest and lower back."
Judy was shocked. "My Baby". She was shaking her head in disbelief, trying not to accept the reality that started to sink in. That morning, Quinn was happy telling her that Rachel and Finn are going to get married. She was also very enthusiastic of becoming the smartest girl in her class at Yale, aiming to get the highest honor. Then all of a sudden this accident happened, her daughter's dreams started to slip away. Judy forced herself to listen to Dr. Bennet, though it crushed her heart.
"I'm sorry to say but your daughter is going to be in a coma". Dr Bennet exhaled heavily but maintained his composure. "I'm not sure if she is going to survive or not," Her condition needs to be monitored closely".
"What?" Judy gasped, her voiced was high-pitch. She could not believe her daughter was in a life-threatening situation.
Emma burst into tears. "This can't be happening" "Not Quinn!", Will hugged and squeezed her hands lightly.
After listening to the doctor, Rachel turned around and snuggled Finn. She dug her face on his chest.
"It's my fault! This wouldn't have happened if I have listened to her." Rachel continued blaming herself.
Judy lost her balance but Sam caught up with her shoulders and guided her to a nearby chair. She was sobbing frantically. Sam's body felt numbed. He glanced back to the glass window, looking at Quinn. Her body was connected to an ECG machine, IV, Oxygen Cannula, and Urinary catheter to keep her alive. Sam leaned closer to the emergency window until it touched his face.
"Quinn!"
