Naughty Thoughts

''Forgive me Father, for I have sinned… My last confession was on Friday,'' whispered a soft girlish voice.

''That was three days ago,'' The Priest said, surprised. ''Confess your sins.''

''Oh Father... Unchaste thoughts harass me,'' The despairing girl chirped, hiding eyes of the color of bright, blue sky.

''What kind of thoughts?''

''The only thing I'm thinking about is a dark-haired boy,'' she answered, showing eyes that were sensitive and understanding.

''He turns you on?''

''Oh Father… At nights, when I'm alone…Thoughts haunt me like a lecherous dream. I saw that we're lying in bed together and our bodies were united!'' she added in horror.

''But you didn't give your body to him?''

''No, no! I am... chaste… and I'm going to stay that way until my wedding.''

''That's very good, my child.''

''Sometimes it's hard, so hard!''

''Does this boy force you to do something? Does he want... proof of love?'' Clergyman asked.

The girl sighed with sorrow. ''No Father... He treats me only like a friend.''

''So, you must be very careful not lose yourself in him,'' he cautioned her.

''Yes Father, I am committed to rules which our Lord gave us.''

''Well, my child… You should pray more and asks for perseverance in order.''

~FA~

''Please Chuck...''

''You sure?''

She dug her nails into the nape of his neck, their lips meeting in aggressive kiss. He was sure she would leave marks on his skin, but he didn't care. He liked pain. He liked to be marked by her.

''Do it now,'' she ordered. She had always been so dominating.

''Yes…'' She sighed, as he kissed her neck and pressed the velvety tip of his penis against her pussy…

But he couldn't enter her, because a horrible sound had distracted him…

The dark-haired boy opened his eyes abruptly, awoken by the ring of the alarm clock. He blinked, swore, groaned, and ran his fingers through his hair. Then, his right hand automatically went under his scarlet quilt. He grasped the most aroused part of his body and started to shift his hand over his whole length. Again, he closed his eyes and imagined the same thing, the scene that was at the top of his erotic fantasies since a few years, his girlf—his ex-girlfriend. Within seconds, his dick was rigid and pulsing and his moves became violent. His breathing became uneven.

''Blair... Blair... Bla—ir!'' he cried for the last time, when he felt his thick, hot essence flowing down his fingers.

Why are you haunting me everywhere?

Chuck lay a moment longer on his king sized bed, musing on the meaning of his life without the most important person. After a while, he went to the bathroom to wash away signs of his sinful behaviour.

He totally ignored the sound of his phone ringing in case, by chance, he happened to see news about B. Waldorf.

They had been a couple for almost two years; they admitted their love for each other six months ago and promised they would stay together forever.

But now…

I don't want you anymore.

I don't want you…

I don't…

Since they had broken up, Gossip Girl incessantly informed the world about her new spoils. How the very same evening she partied at a club with whole lacrosse team. Two days later, Damien, playboy from Chapin. Every following day, another boy kept her company, but the icing on the cake was Carter Baizen, with which she spent the last weekend. Hence, Chuck was emotionally devastated. He was also angry, jealous, disappointed, longing for her and still madly in love with her. The problem was that he didn't want her to know about it. He didn't want anybody to know about it.

Certainly, everyone still knew. He wasn't himself from that evening. His look was vacant, pieces of his clothing weren't matching, and even his grades deteriorated…

Secretly, he hoped that Blair would change her mind and come back to him. He believed that she simply wanted to blow off steam. He didn't call, he didn't write, he didn't pester her. He wanted to give her the space and time, but every day cost him more and more. He was craving for their routine. Her drunk dialing, her visits in the middle of the night and at dawn, the messes she made in his room... and the things which she did only for him, like girls from the Red Light District.

Today, his depression deepened considerably.

Today, precisely two weeks passed since their parting.

Exactly two weeks ago, she said she didn't want to be with him.

She didn't say that she didn't love him, only that she didn't want to be with him.

It was even worse, but Blair was a bitch, so it was normal.

~FA~

In the morning, the weather was good, even the sun was shining as if nothing had happened. Chuck walked on the dirty sidewalk. Like every day since the breakup, he walked alone. He used a limo only because Blair liked it, but now he didn't have a reason. People who passed him were completely unaware of his misery. Some girls were even smiling at him, but nothing could improve his mood today.

Dressed in black, which was recently his favourite colour, he went by the school fence. In front of the old building, seated on a bench, a pretty blonde, Eva, waited for him. In the past, they were best friends, but their paths diverged, when Chuck started dating Blair. After splitting up with his girlfriend, he didn't want to turn to Eva because nothing else was there for him, but she was the first to start to talk to him. He was glad that he had renewed this acquaintance, but nothing was able to replace the brunette. With Eva, he felt well, almost free.

However, her extreme religiousness horrified him a bit. When they were children, they were used to going to the church together and to choir. Eva forced to go by her bigoted mother; Chuck forced to go for the good of the company. He suspected that Eva wished to 'proselytize' him, but they still never brought the subject up.

''Hey,'' he greeted her, coming closer. He saw she was reading the Bible.

''Chuck! Hello, I waited for you,'' she cried out, joyfully. She closed the book and placed it on her lap. He sat down next to her.

''I also called you this morning, but you didn't answer.''

''Yeah? Most likely I was in the shower…''

''It's okay… Now, we can talk.''

''About what? Did something happen?'' He asked with the curiosity that was partially faked. Today, he wasn't as happy as usual when he saw her.

''Umm... I wanted to ask you about something,'' she smiled, which he returned. ''At the beginning of the school year, I joined this organization... that deals with fundraisers for gifts for children from families in need.''

''Yeah? Sounds fantastic,'' he said, his eyesight wandering all over area, searching for a familiar alluring brunette figure.

''Yes... and since Christmas...''

He drifted away from the moment, when on the horizon appeared a group of the school's most bitchy girls. They were guided by the dark-haired belle in red coat. Bloodred. That meant that her underwear, if she is wearing any, was also in this colour. She was so, so close. One second. One breath. One heartbeat. Right before him ostentatiously, she turned her face.

All her minions were giggling when they said ''Hi, Bass'' as they passed him and Eva, whom they ignored, probably because it was a command from the queen.

The French girl rolled her eyes ''None of them are worth your attention. They will all burn in hell...''

Blair managed to catch it. She suddenly stopped, turned, and graced Chuck with the first look. All at once it hit him: her vibe, her beauty, her smell, and the disturbing glint in her eyes. Her eyes were cold and wild. He already knew that she certainly had cruel intentions. He held his breath.

''Chuck Bass...'' She purred and Chuck swallowed.

''Tell me…'' She started, when she stood a step before him. Her eyes modestly lowered, her bosom billowed. Her guards made a stop and formed a semicircle surrounding them.

''Tell me Chuck… Were you thinking of me when you did it this morning?'' She asked directly, without a hint of embarrassment.

Hazel and Is squeaked, Serena covered her mouth to stifle her laughter, and Eva stiffened.

''Hhmm? Tell me.''

Chuck gazed at her, but didn't stammer any words. Blair directed her eyesight to the blonde at his side.

''Do you know, Eva... What he likes?'' Silence from the blonde. ''He likes it when I'm embracing him firmly with one hand, then up and down, until he is groaning and shivering…''

Chuck sprang up, not being able to stand this humiliation longer.

''Stop it, Blair,'' he hissed, gripping her wrist. He stood a few centimetres away from her. Too much tension, too much hormones.

Blair stared at his soft lips for a few seconds, and then awoke.

''Don't touch me, Bass!'' She tore her hand out of his grasp ''Don't forget that I am cursed and that I will find my way to hell,'' she threw at him. ''But... Oh, you will be there too.''

She laughed sweetly, before turning on her heel. The rest of the girls followed her example, but everyone also gave Eva a look of disdain.

When they disappeared at the entrance Chuck turned to take his bag, without one look at Eva. She tried to grab him by the shoulder.

''Chuck…'' she started to say gently.

''No,'' he said dryly. ''I have to go, I will be late… We can meet up after school." Or best never.

Chuck burst into the bathroom. He was humiliated, but Blair's obscenities also always excited him. His trousers became too tight.

It's madness, what a fucking bitch.. She knew how it would affect me.

He shut the door of the cabin behind himself.

~FA~

Eva moved slowly in the direction of her class. She was shocked and absolutely disgusted. She even wanted to swear! What just happened... How could that shameless girl could hurt her Chuck this way? Her Chuck!

Her innocent, chaste, and clever Chuck. She was feeling completely powerless and angry tears were collecting in her eyes. It was too much for her. She headed to the ladies bathroom. She disregarded girls, which asked her if she can absolve them or if she wanted buy some cocaine. When she had a bit of privacy for herself in the stall, she reached to her bag and took her rosary out. Hail Mary has always calmed her.

Besides, that harlot, Waldorf, was obviously driven by an evil spirit, so Eva will need the divine help to deal with her.

Very special thanks to my beta, statuscrawler ;)