MEEP! More angsty goodness from me... It's not too bad - I hope. Please review? I need opinions... (sorry to everyone who is weird enough to read my stuff that I havent posted anything in awhile - I've bee nhyper for months - this is the first time i've needed writing therapy ' )
I never told you I love you.
I never told you I care.
I never got up the courage -
I always thought you'd be there.
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Now you've told me you loved me.
Now you've told me you cared.
You said you would forever.
And then you disappeared.
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So I searched for you.
Looked for you,
Called to you,
For many, many days.
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Until I finally found you.
And met with my worst fears.
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I found you lying in the snow.
Your hair stark against the white,
Your skin was drawn,
your face so pale.
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I held you close.
I cried so long.
My heart was screaming-
Yet you were gone.
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Forever lost out on the wind.
Your soul will cry to me.
And when I glance down at your body -
I know you died because of me.
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I look you over.
With cold, dead eyes.
And see on your arms,
A poem incised.
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As I lay quietly,
Cold and alone,
I feel the chills,
Rack trough my bones.
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The knife is sharp,
And death is waiting,
So I bleed my soul,
And revel in dying.
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I left you
Because I love you.
I hurt you,
Because you couldn't see me.
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I'm bleeding now -
Because I hurt you.
And I will die
Because I told you.
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I'll love you forever.
Goodbye forever
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Be free.
From me,
Forever – and live.
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The knife lay near,
It shone through my strife.
Yet i remember your wish.
I held sacred my life.
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I miss you.
I hate you for leaving.
Yet I love you,
and always will.
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Yes... I love you,
and I always will,
My little cat.