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A/N: I wrote this in like ten minutes while my niece was sleeping so sorry for any grammar mistakes. Don't read if you're a Jacob fan. This story is split into three parts the first is after Jacob becomes a werewolf but before Alice comes back, the second part takes place right after eclipse and the third takes place in the wedding that will hopefully take place in Breaking Dawn. Enjoy.
There was a time when Jacob Black was only Billy's son to you, and though he is your sunshine you wish at times that he would have just stayed as Billy's son.
He's your best friend, well your best human friend, no that wouldn't be correct either would it, he's your best non-vampire friend, because though he is everything a friend should be, every time you say best friend to him a picture of a certain pixie pops into your mind.
At times you wish he would have left you to mend yourself, or that you would never have sought him out in the first place. Because you know that the real person you want to mend you heart is sparkling in sun hundreds of miles away from you, perhaps on a different continent. But you are a selfish person and the fact he is willing lets you let him fix you.
Jacob has always been a naturally warm person, he is your sunshine after all, too bad he didn't meet you when you first arrived at Forks, when sun was all you wanted. Now you despise it, because it meant it would have been one day of hiding for Edward and, your no not yours, his family, had they stayed, had they loved you enough.
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You repeat what he said over and over in your head, and you realize he's right he could have been you sun and air. But to an addict sun and air don't mean much, you crave the drug, you crave your addiction. Breathing isn't of importance anymore and the darkness is far more comforting, besides you have your own personal diamond to shine for you.
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Dressed in white, you wonder why you had hated the prospect of marriage in the beginning. Instead of making you suffocate like you believe it would, you seem to breathe freely for the first time in months once the dress is on.
The fear of Edward leaving you no longer exists because your going to be tied to him not only in every possible human way but also in such a way that only his fatal bite could fabricate.
As you walk down the aisle you remember a time when Jacob Black was only Billy's son, you see him standing in the shadows trying to control himself and you also remember a time when Jacob was more Billy's son, but as you reach Edward, Jacob Black becomes once again just Billy's son to you.
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