I would love to continue this story but the problem is that not so many people leave me the comments and then I think that it's pretty bad but whatever like it or not, thanks for your reading, I know it takes time :).
If you comment I will love you :D.
Characters: Addison, Noah
angst, drama
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He was lying on his bad staring to the celling, he doesn't have nothing to do.
She was lying on the other side, she was staring to the window next to her bed so he can't see her cry.
He heard her sobbing, how desperate she tried to cover her sadness which was inside her.
He didn't pretend that he was ok, he is not as good actor as her. he didn't have the fake smile and he couldn't hide his pain, maybe that's why women are better.
They are such good actress.
3 years old Piper started to cry.
Addison felt like her crying just saved her from the stupid silence, from the pretending that she is sleeping.
in this moment, the crying of her daughter was the best thing she could hear.
Maybe she just had another bad dream, who knows.
Nathan, her older brother was sleeping peacefully in the next room.
5 years ago his mother died, Noah was in love with Addison, but he was still married, Addison tried to ignore it, tried to do her job but she couldn't save her.
When Morgan died Noah had a hard time, it took a long time when he can move on.
After one year they ended together and when Nathan was 2 years old, Addison found out that she is expecting the baby.
It was truly unbelievable because she was sure she will never have a baby.
When Piper was born they were all unbelievable happy.
even if Nathan has always known that Addison is not his biological mother he was happy to see his new sister and he was happy that they are family.
Noah gave his son all the pics of his mother because he thought she deserves it, she died because of her son and her son should know it.
Nathan Alexander Barnes is a happy kid, not sad or bitter. He is just other boys.
He loves to play football, hanging around with friends......but things has changed.
His parents used to be happy. used to take him to the playground. But now when his dad can't ......
Addison comforted her daughter and waited till she felt asleep, then she went to the kitchen to have some coffee.
Noah was still in the bad, partly because he wanted, partly because there is not another chance.
5 months ago, he was in the car accident and from this time he can't move his legs.
He has a wheelchair.
Sure he has seen many people after the car accidents, he has comforted many people that things will be ok, but do you really believe it?
comforting is the one thing, you want to cheer up some people because this is your job.
you have to say nice things because this is what people expect from you.
you are a doctor you have to be like that.
But that's maybe why he was like that, he wasn't Noah anymore.
He wasn't charismatic, charming Noah.
He was a mess, he was broken, weak and too lost.
He has a beautiful caring wife, he has two wonderful kids but he can't show his love to them.
He was sopped, he wasn't there, he wasn't full.
His surgeries, the people who he saved weren't there
there were just these who died, his wife, his first patient, his parents .....
Where did it happen?
Why is he here?
She is crying and he knows it, he doesn't hear it but he knows that she is crying, he wants to hug her, he wants to tell her sweet little lies, he wants to be there but he is there lying on his bad with the stone face and cold heart.
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ok ok maybe a oneshot, BUT if you like it and if you give me at least 4 reviews I'll write more :)
so if you like it, just leave me a review
I don't write happy ending, I don't do sweet kind of stuffs, I write like it is but nothing is just black or white:)
sorry for mistakes I'm not English
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