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4 Months After the Mountain

Clarke wondered through the forest holding a spear looking for prey. She only had the skills to defend herself, barely. For the past 4 months she has been trying to stay alive and looking for scraps of food and avoiding people at all costs. She often thought of Lexa and her betrayal. She had time and so she eventually forgave her but that didn't mean she wasn't going to give her hell when she saw her again, well if she saw her again. Then suddenly out of nowhere a shadow crossed her eyes, she stood still and waited to attack. 5,4,3,2,1, she pounced and clung to a panther. It tried to shake her off and scratch at her but she was too stubborn to let that happen, then she striked it with her dagger and it slumped to the ground, dead.

"Yu gonplei ste odon." she said and looked down at the now peaceful looking panther. She dragged it for around an hour or so to a cave, once entering the cave she saw all her stuff intact and unstolen and was glad. She lay on her make shift bed and looked up at the cave walls with the flickering fire surrounding her. She sighed and began to roast the panther for her meals and it would last her around a week or so. She lay down and fell asleep.

Jasper looked up at her, "YOU DID THIS TO MAYA, YOU KILLED THEM ALL!" he screamed. Then began to stab her repeatedly over and over again until she was lying on the floor and couldn't breathe. She looked up and saw all the people at Mount Weather that she had killed whom were all taunting her and she saw all the radiation burns on their skin.

She woke up suddenly screaming and screaming until her voice was hoarse. This is how she woke up every time, the same dream again and again or other ones but all led to the same horrible deaths of all the people that she had killed. She looked around at her surroundings and saw that it was first light. But then she saw a figure approaching her and grabbed her dagger which she always slept with and clutched on it tight, getting ready to leap or run at the enemy which was now approaching and entering her cave.

"Lexa?" As the figure was to revealed to be a woman with two swords on her back and one on her side.

"Clarke?" She said wearily, prepared for any incoming attack.

They both stood in silence as they had nothing to say until Lexa spoke up.

"I'm sorry Clarke."

"I know...you left me to die."

"I'm so sorry Clarke, i would give so much to not have had to make that decision but i had to for the sake of my people."

Lexa shifted and looked at the ground awkwardly.

Clarke turned around and sat on her 'bed', Lexa cautiously walked towards her and sat next to her.

"I know what you had to do Lexa and...and I..I forgive you."

Lexa cupped Clarke's cheeks in her hands and leaned over to kiss her forehead. They both sighed and Clarke drifted off to sleep.

Lexa looked at Clarke peacefully before deciding to leave her in peace and to return later the next day but that was when she heard the moans, cries and mumblings of Clarke. She was getting louder and louder and couldn't stop shaking.

Lexa held Clarke firmly in her arms and wrapped her around herself.

"It's me, Lexa. You're safe. I'm sorry, I'm so so sorry. You're safe."

Clarke stopped crying and shaking and suddenly became quiet before whispering,

"Thank you."