A/N: I oringaly wrote this for my little brother, who has special needs. It seemed relevant to ed and al though so I decided to post it. enjoy
Baby Brother
Baby brother, what are you
You're screams aren't human
I cry with you
Which is worse what makes you scream,
or watching you scream
It makes me scream too
Deep inside, I long to understand
You are the love for which I live
You are the pain for which I burn.
Are my sins responsible for your agony?
Is this my fate, to hide in the dark listening to you scream
I wish I could die every time you want to
Each breath is torture
What is it that hurts just tell me
I swear I'll make it better if you'd only talk to me
Baby brother sweetest brother
Let me hold you
Let me sing until you stop
Let me break the pain I'll take it all for you
Just ask me
Please ask me please speak
Talk to me, just don't scream.
Deep inside I long to understand
You are the love for which I live
The pain for which I burn
Are my sins responsible for your agony
Is this my fate, to hide in the dark and listen to you scream
All that I know is that I need you
All I know is that I love you
All I want is to hear your voice
You want to hear it too
I watch you struggle, watch you fight
Is it even worth it
You couldn't die even if you wanted to
Deep inside I long to understand
You are the love for which I live
You are the pain for which I burn
Are my sins responsible for your agony
Is this my fate to hide in the dark and listen to you scream
Your own body rises in revolt against you
I watch it try to break you
And you rise above it.
You'll never cry for what it does to you
So I cry for you, because I'm so weak next to you
I'm nothing next to you baby brother.
Deep inside I long to understand
You are the love for which I live
You are the pain for which I burn
Are my sins responsible for your agony
Is this my fate, to hide in the dark and listen to you scream
Do you hate me?
I hate me
I hate me for hating you, for dreaming of being you
For wanting to be loved like you known like you
I am so weak, I bow before you and still crumble
Baby brother, let me understand
Let me share your pain
Let me take your hate
Let me bury them, and save you from them
Deep inside I long to understand
You are the love for with I live
You are the pain for which I burn
Are my sins responsible for your agony
Is this my fate to hide in the dark and listen to you scream
I guess I'll never know
What goes on inside your head
Do you want to understand me
As I want to understand you
Neither of us can run with the others
But we can't run with each other
So instead we sit side by side and watch the ones we live
And when I live, you watch me
And when you live, I watch you
And we live together
And through each other
Deep inside I long to understand
You are the love for which I live,
You are the pain for which I burn
Are my sins responsible for your pain
Is this my fate, to hide in the dark and listen to you scream
Just tell me why you scream
Tell me why you hurt
Make me learn
Force me to
I want to
Know you
A/N: please review