A/N: New fic, Blair/Chuck, bits of Dan/Serena though not much, Nate and an original character. Blair's insecurities become a huge problem and she feels like because of it she may lose the most important thing in her life. Please review and let me know what you think. I still don't really know where I am going to go with it, I am still toying with some ideas.

Disclaimer: I own nothing of Gossip Girl

Blair Waldorf woke with a start when she heard phone go off from the other side of the room.

She groaned and slowly made her way over to the vanity looking at the clock in passing, 6:00am. She rolled her eyes.

"This had better be good" she said to the empty room.

B

U need a ride 2 school?

-CB

She rolled her eyes again.

Its 6. A little early U think?

-B

She made her way back to the bed, phone in hand. Just as her head hit the pillow it rang again.

We could think of something to do to pass the time

-CB

Blair scoffed.

I only left U 5 hours ago

-B

Blair thought back on the hours before. Chuck had taken her out to dinner and then back to his place for a movie. Although, she recalled, they didn't see much of it. She had fallen asleep in his arms hours later and only awoke just before 1:00am when Dorota text her about why she wasn't home. Chuck had sleepily dragged himself to the limo to keep her company for the ride home. Her phone rang again, shaking her from her thoughts.

Fine. C U at school then.

-CB

She frowned. He was annoyed that she wouldn't go out with him at such a late hour? She would have been angry about how childish he was being if she didn't miss him too.

Come over for a hour?

-B

She had just closed her phone when he replied.

B there in 5

-CB

She smiled and pulled the covers up to her chin. She always found it funny how he signed his texts, "CB" Chuck Bass. As if they didn't know each other.

She was almost asleep again when she heard her bedroom door close. She kept her eyes closed but smiled as she felt his weight as he lowered himself on to the bed next to her. They lay that way, back to chest for a few minutes before he wrapped his arm around her waist pulling her close to him and buried his face in her hair, "Mmm" he sighed "You smell like me"

Her smile grew and she turned to face him, and pulled the covers down so he could lie underneath them with her.

"Miss me much, Bass?" she asked coyly.

He grinned and kissed her passionately on the lips, she moaned slightly into his mouth.

"No more than you missed me, it would seem" he replied smugly.

She widened her eyes and hit him playfully in the arm.

"Whatever, I wasn't the one that spent the early morning driving around in a limo until they finally got so desperate they had to text." She teased, taking a guess as to why he was up so early, or late in this case.

"No" he said pushing the hair out of her eyes. "You just spent the morning replaying the previous hours in your dreams, thinking of me."

She rolled her eyes and he smirked, knowing he was probably right. He kissed her again, a little more passionately as she brought her hand to the back of his neck, bringing him closer. She sighed when he broke away.

"You're tired" he said flatly. She yawned and closed her eyes, rubbing them. "No I'm not."

He didn't say anything, but wrapped his arms around her waist pulling her closer still. She buried her face into his chest and he rested his chin on her head. "I'm not" she repeated again, eyes closed and cuddling into him to get comfortable.

He stayed this way, silent until he heard her breathing slow, knowing she was asleep again.

Chuck reflected on the current situation he was in. Normally he wouldn't even think of being in bed with a girl without the promise of sex. But with Blair it was different. He was content with lying with her for hours doing nothing. He was never much of a cuddler, he usually left after having sex with a girl, or sent them away. Sometimes depending on the girl and how tired he was they would stay the night and he may lazily throw his arm over them but that was about it. No, Blair was definitely different. He enjoyed holding her in his arms, he loved listening to her labored breath as she slept curled up next to him. Blair was the closest thing he had ever had to a girlfriend. While they weren't exclusive or anything he hadn't slept with any other girls since the beginning of their "relationship" which said alot for him. And although he didn't like to admit it, he seemed to only have eyes for her now. They had decided to keep the "relationship" to a minimum. Meaning, they told no one about it, they could sleep with anyone else they wanted (thought neither of them did) , it was just sex. Or at least that was what they kept telling themselves.

They stayed this way, peacefully until Chucks watched beeped, 7:15. He groaned. Dorota would be in to wake Blair in 15 minutes and she would not he impressed to find him in Blairs bed. He untangled himself from her. A few minutes passed as he watched her. She looked beautiful to him, she slept peacefully with a smile on her face. He shook her gently. "Blair" he whispered.

"Mmm?" she said sleepily, shifting slightly but not opening her eyes.

"Blair, it's quarter after 7, I've got to go get ready for school and Dorota will be in soon"

She frowned as she opened her eyes. "I don't want you to go" she said with a pout.

He smirked, she was always sooky and vulnerable when she was tired. He liked this since she would deny it in an instant and convert back to being cold and aloof if he mentioned it.

"I'll be back in an hour to drive you to school okay?" he said kissing her forehead lightly as he pulled on his jacket.

"K" she replied, attempting to stifle a yawn.

He smiled and closed the door, doing his best to be quiet and avoid the maids that would no doubt be wandering around this time of morning.

Blair smiled as she let her head fall back on the pillow. She loved how she seemed to bring out a softer side of Chuck. When they were alone he was always kind, sweet and romantic. He would never admit it out loud or let anyone else see what he was like underneath his cold exterior. She actually kind of liked that, it was almost like a secret between them. She liked knowing him in a way no one else did.

She wouldn't really know how to define their relationship. They didn't really go out. They didn't hold hands, or kiss each other sweetly in the hallways before class, they didn't sit staring googly-eyed at each other as others looked on in disgust. In fact, if anyone had seen them in public they would probably assume they were mere acquaintances that just happened to share the same group of friends. Actually, when they were together in public they were usually arguing or at least bantering playfully. No one, not even Serena and Nate knew they were still "together".

"Miss Blair" came Dorota's voice from the other side of the door.

She opened it slightly looking in on Blair.
"Miss Blair, time to get up" she opened the blinds, letting the sun in. "Mr. Chuck Bass called. He will be here soon. You need get ready for school" And with that she left the room, closing the door behind her.

Blair smiled as she got up, making her way to the bathroom. She slipped out of her night gown and into the shower.

This was going to be a good day she decided as she turned the tap on, still smiling as the water ran over her.