Forgotten things in fading light

Hawke looked around him and thought of how it came to this all do to the one he loved Anders.

He remembered the first time they kissed it was passionate and rough but more then I could have hoped for. I loved Anders then as much he was scared of justice the threat of abomination all too real to him after Justice a being once noble but now not save a greater demon of rage. Anders always seemed handsome even now his lose blond hair his desire to help and heal others besides mages. I so desperately wanted to see beneath his long robe how I hated that robe once together I almost burned the robe when he got hold of it Anders just barely stopping me. He always said nothing was more important then me but in the end vengeance claimed him all the same away for me eyes distant and uncaring. But the circle is freed and night will fall and no one but Anders I would stand by me in this time. After all being a mage himself how could he deny how badly the mages suffered and lived in fear? We together would save the mages no matter much even after Sebastian's betrayal.

Authors note first FF just prologue longer chapters later promise any comment appreciated even flames to a degree!