Just a quick one shot. Unless people wants me to continue it. May not be any good as im not really used to writing these yet. Please read and review
Here I am sat here in Hospital next to the love of my life. If I hadn't of left her, she wouldn't be here. Maybe Kevin was right, Maybe this was my fault. After Kevin had shortened our time together yesterday, Sophie had sent her family away saying she needed to talk to me. So I'm sat next to her bed holding her hand, waiting for someone to speak
"Sian"
"Yes soph" I replied looking up at her face
"This weren't your fault you know, I can see you blaming yourself, but it really weren't your fault in the slightest. You did everything you could for me and I pushed you away. I was so caught up in my own problems I forgot the effect it would have on you. Its just that I was losing everything I loves, my family had fallen apart, Rosie had moved out, Dad was selling the house, Mum acted like she couldn't care less. I couldn't lose you aswell, I love you to much to lose you but I just thought-"
I silenced her with a kiss, I had never been any good with words, so I tried to convey my feelings through the kiss. I think it worked aswell. Sophie's hands were cupping my cheeks, and I felt her tongue begging access.
"Sorry Soph, you need to rest. But once I've nursed you back to health then there'll plenty of time for that" I said with a wink. "Anyway I need try and say my bit, Your right I am blaming myself and its because I almost lost you yesterday and one of the last things we did was argue. I went on holiday because I wanted you to get back to how you were. I thought that it would happen without me, I know that I was wrong now, but all I could see before was you falling apart. I hated watching that. When you said about buying a flat together, it's not that I didn't want to, cause I do, I swear I do. I didn't want us to get a really bad house. Yeah you have, well had a job. But surely when you're ready you'd want to get back into college. I promise to never leave you again, I love you Sophie"
Sophie finally smiled. Her smile was just one of the many reasons for why I fell in love with her.
"If you're going to nurse me back to nurse me back to health, does that mean you're gunna wear the nurses outfut?" questioned sophie with a cheeky look on her face
"maybe if your good" I replied with a wink
I heard Rosie coming so said sadly " right I better go now, but I promise I'll be back later ok?"
Her smile disappeared for a second, before I kissed her goodbye.
"Fine but you better come back. I love you sian"
"I love you too soph"
Smiling, I turned and went back to Soph's house knowing that my sophie was coming back to me.