This is an outlet for my feelings. I cri...
Disclaimer: I am nothing but a fool. Obviously.
It hurts.
It hurts.
It really does hurts.
You are trying your best not to make a sound as you cried.
Because.
It mother fucking hurts like a bitch.
You screamed in silence. In the silence, you screamed bloody murder. You know you are screaming but you also know you can't make a sound or else a domino effect will happen.
You gotta stay strong.
You will stay strong.
They need you to stay strong because if you falter and they see you crumble, despair will follow.
Hold on to your tight grip. The grip you have on to the reality.
Because, you know it.
Oh, how YOU just know it. How you really do know about it. It.
It. IT.
It as in family being broken. Broken.
...
God awfully broken.
You soundlessly screamed again. Breathing with your mouth. Your nose is clogged.
You just have to breathe. Breathe.
...
Just a single missed step and its broken.
.
Broken like it would never be whole again. Never be complete and not missing a part.
Shit.
If only you could-
You...
You...?
And just when you thought you've calmed down you broke down again and withheld a sob.
Stay strong. You reminded yourself.
Deep breaths.
Deep breaths.
...
Inhale...
Exhale...
...
You realized it immediately.
You have always been the type to realize and take account the reality of things.
You realized... You can't do anything.
You. Motherfucking. Can't. Do. A thing...
The damage has been done and now your family is as broken as the china glass that your stupid, shortsighted brother threw in rage.
...
Someone raised him wrong and now... Now. Now.
Now... Now, the oblivious and slightly at fault but innocent ones are reaping what they didn't sow.
*Just a few run down... Run downs? Huh... Meh
Yes, I am stupid.
Yes, its written badly.
Yes, I suck.
Yes, I curse.
Yes, you can flame.
Yes, its one of those sad OP characters... You can leave anytime you want. I won't blame you. Afterall, this is just but an outlet.